Read at your risk..... Don't you dare feel empathy...... Don't you dare feel sorry....... Go on....
I feel nothing.......
I think guilt would have been better.....
But I claimed to be selfless and stayed away from hurting people to satisfy myself......
But truth is...... I was just selfish...... I'm hurting inside and I'm shouting out to the world how I want them to be happy.....
At lest the tears should fall feeling so empty is like forcing me crawl..
Let me cry..... Let me feel it all
Don't be so shy.... I'm a stupid little child.....
I could explain every emotion before..... I showed my emotions so much..... I showed when I was hurt..... But I'm here with a smile on my face.....
This isn't about having a bad day......
This is about my slow painful decay.....
If I were emo I would understand but..... I'm stuck with fake emotions for no reason..... I wish I could beg for help..... But my head won't let me........
YOU ARE READING
Beauty Behind My Madness
PoetryAnd a little taste of mind games.... 'Oh what a manipulator' I'd congratulate.... "Cause no one can do it like me" I'd say. ❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄ Well..... My poetry book..... If you dare please go ahead.... Oh but please watch your head.... 🌹
