Silent Rich

Chapter 36:There is no turning back

Fea POV

I lean into the coconut tree as we watch the sun dawn..

What if one time...we become a real couple not just because of the fiancée thingy-i smiled ,I don't know but its impossible to happen..
Why do you want to make it serious-i asked and look at him..kanina pa pala sya nakatingin sakin..
Yes,I wanted to, how bout you?-like seriously... I look at him if he really serious..nakatingin lang sya nang deretso saking mga mata..
Tch.. You know its impossible..just find someone okay-tatayo na sana ako nang hilain nya ako ulit paupo..
I'm really serious, I want to make it real...I know you will not going to like it but don't worry I will not rush and be aggressive ..-sa mga sinasabi nya ipinahihiwatig nyang may gusto sya sakin dahil kung wala bakit nya sinasabi to..
Hmm..from now on you are my BF and I'm your GF let's do things a normal couple should do..-I declare
Hey,what?all of the sudden-di makapaniwalang tanong nito..
You want it right,Malay mo ma in love ako sayo pagdating ng panahon.. It will give a great chance to change me but I will just a sure a thing..if you already love someone its okay..you can flirt I will not complain..and broke up with you just say the magic words "I don't need you" and I will disappeared..-I smiled,,but he is emotionless.
I don't want that-he refused.. I stand and walk to the sand as I touch the water I look back..
Then,forget whatever you feel for me-sigaw ko at lumagoy sa dagat..

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2 years later..

All I see around me is flashes of the cameras..shocks and mumur what I heard after a long silence a while ago...I look around from my side herd is smiling at me while ms.galen is surprised but still smiling at me..my eyes finding him but he's not in every corner..

The reporters asked a lot of question like why I hide my identity and others though I just ignore them and left but b4 that I speak ..

Sorry that I can't answer your question but I will just tell you one thing..neither fea adz or fea gord I am desame I am who i am-herd guide me to the car..and left to the hotel..

While on the car I lean my head to the car window.
Where is he-i asked closing my eyes I felt dizzy..
He is on the bar I heard they broke up-tsk..kaya pala..

2 years past...many has change galen and herd got married,I graduated at last but still staying in POD now I'm planning to go somewhere to study college a exclusive one and very far away from Asia. Wate is not staying with me anymore as promised were still in relationship though he had found someone else a year a go so its supposed to be their one year anniversary..

Its been a long time will still deny your feelings for him.-Napamulat ako,he do always say that I'm fell to wate but I'm not sure..
I care for him,I do miss him,but I never experience the dug dug dug thingy,nor feel jealous because of him-i respond..
Tch.. Thats why someone got him,you pushed him to his limit but I believed he still love you-maybe or maybe not ..I know I was too harsh for him but I do did my best in order to be a responsible GF for him..

Hindi ko namalayan na tumigil na pala ang sasakyan. Pag tingin ko sa labas ,bar? Tinaasan ko si herd ng kilay..

Go, he needed you-nakangiti nitong saad. Inirapan ko sya at bumaba na nang sasakyan.. Pumasok ako sa loob ng bar ang ingay..Hindi ako sanay sa ingay dito. Hinanap ko agad sya NASA counter sya lasing at nilalandi ng isang babae. Agad naman akong lumapit don.

Excuse me miss,tama nayan at lasing sya-pansin ko ngunit sinungitan nya ako.
Who you?-irap nitong tanong.
I'm his sister,so excuse me-bahagya ko syang tinulak at hinila si wate na talagang ayaw pang sumama..
I help you-napatingin ako saking likuran..
Ether?-gulat Kong sambit anong ginagawa nya dito.. He just smiled at sapilitan na hinila namin si wate.
Sa sasakyan ni ether kami sumakay nasa likod kaming dalawa nitong si wate na natutulog at syay nagdridrive.

What happening to both of you,end up a relations like this- he speak after a long silence..
I also don't know,oh right I know its my fault-mapait Kong ngiti. Bigla naman nyang itigil ang sasakyan..
Hey..what the matter with you?-in is kong sigaw..
Its may your fault but he has a part of that fault too,if he don't like you anymore why broke up with you then instead of using you-tumingin ito ng seryoso sakin ,he has mature..
I played his feelings, its the consequence but I'm the one who set up the rules so Im not angry-i respond..
You haven't change,that's not good for you..though its not your fault that your heart is so froze that can't be melt..don't worry when he wake up everything will be alright.-he smile at me and mess my hair..
Tch.. What you doing here anyway-i asked..
It was your revealing day right?so I came even my parents did..-I'm shock..
That unbelievable so where are they-i asked again
At your house-i just nodded..he start the engine again.

The whole trip we talk ,nakarating na kami sa kondo ni wate tinulungan nya naman akong ipunta ito sa silid nya..

Mauna kana sunod nalang ako,I will just take care of him for a moment-tumango naman ito at umalis na. I look to wate who's sleeping. And I pick my phone..

I want to book to Iceland this is urgent -I look at my wristwatch..
7:00pm,Sae Pane-then I hang up..

After I finish changing him and etc. He already wake up,napahawak naman sya sa ulo nya..kaya inabutan ko ng gamot at tubig.. Napatingin sya sakin saka tinabig ang baso kaya nahulog ito at nabasag..
What you doing here,go home -he said emotionless at tumayo..
I heard you broke up,care to tell me why-napahinto naman sya ,I look at his hand its forming fist.
Don't dare asked that,as you are the reason why so get out on this fucking shit,,as I don't need you ..you really not my GF right because it just a game..so leave me alone.!-I look at him who's very angry I didn't make a reaction nor show emotions.. After 3 mins. I smiled at him and leave his place silently..
      Such a chances I don't need to be guilt anymore,There's is no turning back..

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