Reality

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by kca3800

by kca3800

Reality

2 August, 2014

I'm starting to doubt

if I ever talked to him.

If I ever saw him.

If I ever touched him.

Which I have.

Multiple times.

I'm doubting I'll

ever see him again.

I can feel myself forgetting

about him, slowly.

Give it a week.

And I'll forget why I love him.

Or why I even like him.

I see that with great saddness.

For I don't want to forget,

despite all the pain it causes me.

I would rather live my whole

loving him, but never seeing him again,

than have never met him at all.

I made a promise to myself,

That if I still miss him when school starts,

I'll say something.

Right now,

I doubt I'll do it.