A Summer Story

Breakage

Breakage

2nd week of August

I saw a picture of you.

You looked so beautiful.

Looking at your eyes,

and arms,

I got chills.

I get chills just thinking about it.

My whole body weighs a thousand

pounds. And I don't know what to do.

I miss you so much.

I want to see you so much.

God damn, I miss you. So much.

I changed my promise. If I still miss you a week before school starts,

I'll contact you. But if not, I'll move on.

But till then, I'm suffering in silence.

Do other other people go on, when something like this happens?

Do they get over it?

Is this normal?

I want to know.

So that I know if I should hate myself, or just accept it.

Because what kind of person, falls in love with somebody,

When they know, they'll lose that person forever?

But not lose them to Death.

But to life. One street away. That's it.

I love you so much.

I miss you so much,

Please come back Zander.

I need you.