I saw him today. He looks fine. Im glad. I look at him when he is focusing on his friend. I miss him. This is the first time i saw him smiling. I want to talk to him but i cant. I want to start a conversation but i cant. I want to stare at him for whoever knows how long but i cant. I want to hold him but i cant. I want to see up close his smile but i cant. I want to share a laughter with him but i cant. I guess love is not for me. I cant love. I cant do love. Im contented on being lonely. But i want to try. Even if its not him. Im so damn busy that i forgot that i can fall in love. But no. I cant. I just cant
Cuz after all.....
Were both strangers
YOU ARE READING
feelings
Adventurei dont even know why i did this i just know that i need to release my feelings and somehow wrote it so it hurt less
