Its been a fuckin long time.
Yesterday got me dying. Well everyday its like im alive but slowy dying. I dont think i can handle myself. Im sooooo down that i dont know how to get up or if i can get up.
It was my only chance. My only fuckin chance to change mylife but instead i lost it. Im such a dumb fool person and i really hate myself for that. I hate myself. I dont wanna be me. I wanna be somebody else its suffocating to be me. Im tired so fuckin tired.
I just want a normal life. Wherein i can achieve the only thing that i want.
I wanna be okay. But i cant
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feelings
Adventurei dont even know why i did this i just know that i need to release my feelings and somehow wrote it so it hurt less
