I could not get myself to write this because i was getting worse. Maybe because i cant accept the fact that this is me now. Self pity kills but im trying my best to survive. Believe me i really do its just its really hard to do it sometimes. I asked myself sometimes why do i have to feel this? Why do i have to be depressed? life was just walking pass me and i was just there standing without even changing. I thought change is an easy thing to do but i was wrong again.
All i want is for me to survive this lifetime. For me to finally be happy and do the things that can make me happy.
Everyday as i open my eyes all i ever wanted was for me to survive a day.
So my dear self, just hang on there someday you will experience the things that you really want to experience. I love you and please be strong.
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feelings
Adventurei dont even know why i did this i just know that i need to release my feelings and somehow wrote it so it hurt less
