Hi.its me again. Same me same issues. Its getting busy this past few days and maybe the next days. I dont know but my nightmares are getting worst. It scared me to sleep at night. I sleep alone. And i like my room dark. Like very dark. But the nightmares it haunts me as well as depression. They are like tandem that slowly killing me. Entrance exams and applications for my collage school is stressing the heck out of me. And the country that the basis is education its really hard not to pursue college. Because for me i just like to end this and straight in finding a job. The pressure is eating me up. My family is in crisis. We need money. I need money. I want to help badly but i cant cuz i havent finish college. So to my dear self please dont be too sad. UGH dont be stupidddddddd. Help yourself please. Fight against this your weak self Please...
Dont abondon yourself
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feelings
Adventurei dont even know why i did this i just know that i need to release my feelings and somehow wrote it so it hurt less
