Your Sorrow

Chapter 8: Small World

A/N

I'm currently having writer's block and at the same time I'm dealing with a serious problem of mine...'procrastination' that's why I couldn't update more often.

I'm sorry, but here's another update. ❤

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"So, Where are we off to?" I asked.

"Just follow me." He whispers in my ears and chuckle.

We got inside his car and drive off. We had a lil' chat chat, ask and answer questions and etc. I am distracted as I noticed that the place looks really familiar to me. About a minute of driving, we slow down and stops. As I look to the window, all of 'our' memories flood in my mind. It's all coming back again!

It's 'his' favorite restaurant to dine in! I don't want to be here, I wanna leave! but do I have the guts to tell Ethan that? oh my God. I don't know what to do, for real though... out of all the restaurants? Does it really have to be this place? Fate, what's happening? Are you screwing my night up?

"E-ethan?"

"Why yany?" He look at me with a worried eyes.

"Do you really want to eat to this place?"

"Why? You don't like it?...We could find a-" I interrupt him before I continue.

"No!... I mean we don't need to, it's okay. Let's get inside shall we?" I hesitantly look and smile at him.

I'm just going to ignore these thoughts, yep that's what I would do. I don't want to back out now, I am too concerned by the way he look at me, I knew that he's too worried that I won't like the place. We stepped inside, have our seats, and order food. As we're waiting...

"You look very lovely, epiphany." He complemented me.

"uhm...Thank you Ethan. You don't look so bad yourself. " I said it shy and soft as I look at him.

"You seem uncomfortable? is something bothering you?" He ask.

"nothing... nothing's bothering me Ethan. I'm happy that we're here, together."

"well, I'm also glad. I felt so happy, thank you for this chance yany."

"Please, forget what I've said. Don't take this 'only' as a 'chance', everything's happen for a reason therefore you must take this as it supposed to be. A date, official date."

"Thank you, you don't know how much I waited for this to happen." He smile widely at me.

Daym that freaking dimples will be the death of me! Ethan! STop I am mElting! 

We talk about different topics, Career, Politics, Future Plans, Goals and etc. I also ask things I still didn't know about him. I can say that he's worthy of a husband material -chuckle- He's handsome, tall yah yeah you knew about that, nothing's new. Welp He's a family oriented one, money wise, he's critical and strategic. What else could he be? He's perfect. I'm glad we have a time like this to get to know more each other, I love deep conversation and so is he, therefore we get along well.

 We are suddenly interrupted as our order are slowly being place to the table. We bid thank you and starts to eat. I'm in a daze again, I just remember 'him' to Ethan because of what he had ordered. A pasta dish, Brennan loves any pasta dish accompaniment with his favorite all time whiskey.

You must be scolding me right now...calm down. I shouldn't think of any other man while in a date, right? I'm sorry, I can't help it. Dvmn it Brennan! Get out of my head!