I need you
I also want you to need me
I want your compliments
I need your attention
I desire for your affection
but it seems... I am not worthy for any of it.
"LEAVE!"
I look at you while a lonely tear slowly falls down to my face
Words couldn't des...
I kept my feelings wrapped I'll always ask myself "How did I lose her heart?" Your love was in my reach But now, far, far, far, far gone.. I never thought that I would fall, fall, fall this hard
I was afraid to tell you All the feelings in my heart Thinking that if I told you You and I would fall apart I hesitated.. And now our love is breaking.. 'cause you moved on
And I'm still waiting. ❞
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E P I P H A N Y
His back is facing me, but his figure is enough for me to know who he is.
He's still playing, he didn't hear me opened the door and walked in.
I make my way slow and quiet towards the chair far away from where he is, and watch him play the instrument. I make sure that he wouldn't see me within his peripheral vision.
That song... I knew that song. The way he's playing it brings shivers down my spine, it's too sentimental. By listening to it, you'll feel that whoever's playing it must be feeling disappointed and longing. I'm getting too much affected because I knew the lyrics of the piece and at the same time it seems like I knew the reason why 'He' felt that way.
Flashback (Before the wedding)
"You don't have to go with him. I knew that you love me too, marry me instead!" He pleaded.
"Gabriel I..." I sigh and continue "you're too delusional to think that I have affection for you."
It hurts me to say these things to you but I'm so sorry Gabriel, I have to deny you.
"I'm not delusional! We have something together!" He looks at me. My eyes caught the building of tears in the corner of his eye. "yany... please don't reject me. It hurts..."He added.
I'm about to walk away when he grabs me by my waist and hug me tight.
"Gabriel, please let me go already. Find someone new! Let me be happy with your brother!"
"Run away with me yany-" I interrupt him.
"I'm getting married tomorrow! Stop this Gabriel! I don't want to see you again!"
End of Flashback
I remember that...that was the last time I saw him before I got married and went to honeymoon with Brennan. I didn't see him during the wedding... I'm worried about him, I worry that he might do something that will harm himself or the other way around because I rejected him. Brennan tries to contact him, he tried his best to reach him but it's an utterly disappointment. The only thing that brings relief in my heart is when David (Brennan's father) inform my husband that he's okay.
