Smile on the surface
Happiness wrapped up in pictures
We hope that the journey will be preserved.
But the truth will always be revealed
When i saw sorrow through my mother eyes
When i heard my parents arguing through my childhood
"Your mother is the main cause of my crumbled life"
At the age of 17, i know that father had an affair with his mistress
I know that my mother chat her 'friends'
She never said it to me
I never caught him kissing with the woman
I never caught her dating with the other man
But as a daughter
I knew more than what they thought i knew.
I grew up with no stability
I grew up wanting something better for my family
I grew up knowing that my family went through a lot of shit.
I grew up alone, mostly i thought myself how to be a better person.
Slightly, i grew up expecting this to happen.
The day i lose respect for my father.
The day i really want to die when i found out my mother attempt to have an affair
Also the day im starting to lose myself.
Right now, I'm trapped in this what so-called destiny and im missing me.
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a compilation.
Poesíaits going to be my platform to write my words and works. probably not a good one but definitely written with heart. disclaimer : some of the pictures aren't mine but the words are so please credit me if u do copy paste it. thanks xoxo.
