Chapter 30~Girls Need Love😔💔

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Tray's p.o.v

"Don't you think we went a little too far." Cierra said breaking our kiss. At first it was supposed to be a prank but I couldn't take it I really needed Cierra I haven't had her since we left Hawaii. Everything I told Airi was true. I didn't mean for her to find out that way but it is what it is although I do feel a little bad but fuck that shit ion need her because I have Cierra.

"Nah we all good baby." I said trying to pull her back onto me but she refused.

"Tray i'm sorry but I can't do this no more you just had kids, Airi is my sister even though she fucking hates me and I have a boyfriend I thought you called me down here just to do a prank but that clearly wasn't your intentions me and Airi was just getting better and you had to fuck it up so you know what fuck you and this shit and i'm outta here." She threw on her clothes and left. I got up and went and took a shower.

"Airi get in the shower with me." I yelled realizing she wasn't here. Damn I really did fuck up.

*1 month later*

*1 month later*

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Iamjustairi: Happy 1 month to my tinka butt (on left) and my baby Liyah(on right) mama loves you and I can't wait to see you all grown up💛✨.

Chrismfngilly: The more and more I look at these angels the more beautiful they get I love you guys❤️🥰

Pretty_hispanic: Awwww Airi they look just like you. I just had the babies come to the hospital❤️

Iamjustairi Replying to Pretty_hispanic: Ok can't wait to meet these miracles💛

Cesar_DeLaCruz Replying to Iamjustairi: We miss you, Gilly and the babies hurry ya asses up here.😂

Excuse_my_beauty: Awwww look my at Tinka butt and Cookie😍❤️

TherealKingKaiser: Ouuu Look at Kaiser girlfriends🤧

Traymfnbills: I miss you guys so much💔🥺

Iamjustairi Replying to Traymfnbills: Boy bye me and my kids sure don't miss your cheating ass👋🏾

I sighed at Tray's comment and shut off my phone. I'm not going to lie I really miss him but what he did to me and the twins was unforgettable he hurt me and broke me physically and he knows about my past so why would he do this to me. It's been one long month and Tray has never apologized to me. Cierra did countless of times and I finally gave in because she's the only blood family I have even though I don't agree with her actions at all she is grown and can do whatever the hell she wants we ain't kids no more.

"Hey are you ok your crying again." Gilly said sitting besides me wiping away my tears. I didn't even notice I was crying.

"Come here." I moved next to him and he held me in his arms while I cried.

"Airi I told you you have to let it go if he really loved you he would've never let you and the twins go. I sent our address to him a countless number of times and he hasn't came to see you or the twins you just have to go on." I nodded and wiped my tears. I swear Gilly is the most amazing best friend i've ever had in my life he's been here for me since day one I don't know how I would live without him.

"Now get your ass up we got places to be." He said hopping of the bed. I rolled my eyes at him and got ready to go I threw on a simple outfit and put the twins in their strollers Dan was with Nique and King for the past month because I didn't want him to see me broken. I've never cried in front of Dan and i'm obviously not going to start now. I cleaned up the room a little bit and opened my jewelry box and saw the chain and ring Tray gave me I really need to give that back with the keys I put the stuff in my purse and pushed the twins out.

"Gilly i'm ready." I yelled and heard no response I know this nigga did not just leave me. I walked out to the car bought Gilly bought me. Let me catch y'all up real quick after the day Tray cheated me Gilly, Carmen and Cesar moved out and we moved into a rental until we can all find our own homes me and Gilly planned on moving in together that way we can take care of each of the babies but here's the most exciting part one of my friends from L.A came to visit me and the twins and I decided to put her on to Gilly. She is very loyal and down she has been there since the beginning of me and Tray's relationship and never tried anything she's probably the realest on my team and her name is Kennedy Cymone.

 She is very loyal and down she has been there since the beginning of me and Tray's relationship and never tried anything she's probably the realest on my team and her name is Kennedy Cymone

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(This is Kennedy. P.S Y'all I had to😭🤷🏾‍♀️. If you watched the smash or pass challenge on DC channel and have Gilly on instagram you would understand.)

Kennedy and Gilly have been dating for 3 weeks now and to be very honest their really the cutest she is so kind to Yazzy and treats her like her own child. Yazzy loves her too she constantly cries when Kennedy leaves her. And now back to me, I guess you can say i've been pretty much depressed I barely leave the house. I'm always with the twins and whenever Gilly and Kennedy takes the twins and kicks me out the house I drive around the block and just sit in my car and cry. My low self esteem is back and i'm just...broken. There was a point where I was getting mixed signals from Gilly where I thought he wanted me but he was just really caring for me. I even had suicidal thoughts but I couldn't leave my babies behind. I strapped the twins in the car and got into the car I was going to stop at the house and put the jewelry and keys on Tray's dresser and get out of there quickly. I pulled up to the house and saw Tray's car in the driveway.

"Just great." I mumbled to myself. I opened the backdoors and took the twins out the car. I walked up to the front door and opened it while I opened it a Hennessy bottle fell and shattered all over the floor scaring the hell out of me. I walked in and the house was really quiet but reeked of alcohol and weed and there was shit all over the place this nigga obviously don't know how to live by himself. I decided to save my self sometime and drop it off in the kitchen with a note. I put the babies on the counter and went to the office and grabbed a pen and a post it. Then something hard hit me on the back of my head and I blacked out.

(Author's Note)

Y'all i've been giving y'all so much cliffhangers i'm sorry but forgive me. And you guys please please please I understand you guys are eager for the next chapter and all that but i'm really busy so please bare with me I will try to post whenever I can so please don't ask for updates especially after i've just updated it tends to get annoying thank you❤️.

~Alyssa 💛✨  

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