Love and Limitations

Chapter 31~ UGHHHHH🤧😫🤬

Tray's p.o.v

"Shitttt" I yelped as Airi's body collapsed to the ground then I heard a baby crying. I ran towards the sound which led me to the kitchen and there was the twins on the kitchen counter. I rushed towards their side and saw Liyah in her car seat crying I picked her up and she instantly stopped crying and started cooing. I swear she got more beautiful from the last time I saw her.

"So I see you're still dada baby huh." I said nuzzling her ear and planting kisses all over her face as she smiled up at me.I walked over to Melody and saw jewelry on the counter I picked it up and noticed it was Dan Dan and Airi's chains I gave them a while back I picked them up and saw Airi's promise ring and my heart dropped I thought Airi just wanted a brief break that's why I didn't visit her because I thought she needed some time to think and I didn't want to make things worse for her . I sat down on a stool and started crying Airi doesn't deserve me she's done so much for me she loved me she cared for me and stood by my side while I kept hurting her it's time I take actions into my own hands.

Airi's p.o.v

I woke up to a huge throbbing pain at the back of my head I sat up and waited for my eyes to adjust to the light and saw Tray standing in front of me with a gun. I quickly jumped to my feet and stepped back.

"Wha-what are you doing?" I said holding my hands out and kept moving back slowly.

"What I should've done the first time I hurt you." his hands started trembling and he pointed the gun to his head slowly.

"Tray put the gun down now." I said widening my eyes.

"Airi i've hurt you and all you've done was love and care for me I don't deserve you all I do is put you through pain and I haven't been there for the twins either they deserve a better father." He said as tears fell down his face and he cocked the gun. I ran towards him and smacked the gun out of his hands crying. He looked at me and I can see the emotion in his eyes and know he truly meant it I hugged him and we fell to the floor crying together.

"Tray I honestly really love you and I have a really high tolerance for pain that's the only reason why I stayed. But this time you broke me. Do you know how long i've longed for you to come visit me and the twins but you never showed up i've been depressed for how long I was ready to kill myself because I thought I wasn't good enough to be loved. Ask Gilly what he had to do to get me out the hotel. I was cooped up in my room for endless amount of hours I could go on without eating I just stayed with the twins making sure they were happy I've been separated from my son for a whole month because I didn't want him to see me broken do you not know how much of a toll it's taken on me?" I said screaming at him through my tears.

"Airi the only reason I haven't visited you or the twins is because it finally hit I fucked up one too many times and the more and more I thought about it I- never mind." He said looking away from me he was getting me really upset knowing I just poured my heart out and he refused to cooperate

"TRAY I DID NOT JUST SIT HERE AND TELL YOU HOW I FEEL AND YOU SIT HERE TALKING ABOUT SOME NEVER MIND I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH YOUR SHIT AND THIS RELATIONSHIP I HATE YOU GO TAKE THAT GUN AND KILL YOURSELF I DON'T CARE ANYMORE." I screamed attacking him punching him in his face and stomach.

"You wanna know the truth fine the more and more I hurted you I noticed I was becoming like my dad he hurted my mom, me and Morgan physically and mentally but you wouldn't understand because you never had a father who oftenly abused you and your mom, molest your sister, stab you repeatedly, pulled a gun out on you or shoot your mother."he said coldly holding my hands.

"I love you and those kids Airi and I try my hardest not to do anything to hurt you or the babies me and Cierra was supposed to be pranking you but my needs got in the way and yes I did have and affair with her for 10 months with no emotion tied behind it. I only did it for myself without thinking about your emotions and now I notice how stupid I am and I want to change for the sake of you and the sake of our kids but I understand if you-" I cut him off and kissed him. I broke our kiss and looked at him making sure he can see all the emotion I contain in my eyes. Rethinking my mother's words in my head I smiled.

"I love you Tray so very much and so do the twins and Daniel. Do you remember what my mom told me forgive and forget you hurt me but i've learned from this and I am willing to forgive you and forget about this situation." I said hugging him.

"Does that mean we're still together?" He asked rubbing the back of his neck.

"Well I haven't fully healed from this but I think we need a break for about a month so we can be in our right state of minds. But that doesn't mean we're broken up." I sighed. He nodded and kissed me.

"Ok I love you but I have to go to the hospital because Carmen had the twins and I need to see them." I said getting Melo and Liyah.

"Ooh can I come." He asked

"Um yeah I don't think that's very smart considering you threatened to kill her and her baby I would give it some time." I replied. He agreed and kissed the twins goodbye. I grabbed the jewelry of the table and put them on putting Dan's chain in my purse.

"Next time i'm selling them and I don't care at all." I said sticking my tongue out at him. We said our last farewells and I strapped the twins in and drove to the hospital with a smile plastered on my face.

(Author's note)

Whewwww child this time I didn't leave a cliffhanger *cough  cough Tanyla05 cough cough* but do you think Airi was smart for forgiving tray after all he put her through? Should I do a  flashback chapter on Tray's past about his father? let me know what y'all think. I love you my babies💛

~Alyssa🌚✨