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A/N: we didn't get to the goal but i really want to keep sharing my book with you guys xD

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Noah:

I walk out of the gym as i finish another round of working out. these 2 weeks since Valerie woke up have been nothing but Training, coming to the gym and studying for finals. I am trying to keep my mind off her as much as possible.

I understand I am a stranger to her, but she should try to put herself in my shoes. I wasn't even trying to hug or kiss her, i just wanted her to know me.

Yet, she didn't even give me the opportunity to do so, and practically banned me from going to visit her at the hospital.

I got a message from Chris earlier today, Valerie was being discharged and he was going to take her back to the campus. I didn't know if i should go and check on her.

My heart wins over my brain and i find myself driving to her dorm after showering back at my place. I took a deep breath before getting ready mentally to probably be rejected again.

I knock on her door and wait patiently until I hear her sweet voice.

"coming" she says and a few seconds later she opens. She bites her lip and sighs looking a little uncomfortable

"I know you are overwhelmed with everything, and that i'm not the first person you'd like to see, but you at least should give me a chance, Valerie" I plead looking at her biting my lip as well.

She sighs and opens the door completely. moving to the side so i can walk in. She sits in her bed and then i sit on the chair across from her, I don't want to scare her off.

"Listen Noah... I know that what we had must've been very special to you, and probably it was for me too, but i don't know anything about it, It's mean and all to treat you like this, but you're a stranger to me" she says seriously and let out yet another heavy sigh.

"I know, Valerie, I know you feel uncomfortable around me, and i must be weird to not know a guy and see him completely lost in love with you when you don't feel a thing.. but.. hear me out" I say biting my lip and she sighs nodding taking her hands to her face in frustration.

She is wearing the bracelet i got for her on her birthday. It looks so beautiful adorning her wrist, and i can't help but smile widely at the thought of hope. We had something amazing, and i won't give up until i get her back.

"I like your bracelet" I tell her smirking, she frowns and looks down at her hands

"It's so pretty, right? I found it in my bag from the hospital, it is so intriguing, i wish i knew what the charms mean" she shrugged "that bag was also full of clothes i'd never wear, , Future V is so... Normal" she says shaking her head and i laugh at her comment. She did mention she dressed a little weird in high school, she must feel so weird now

"Future Valerie is amazing, Do you want me to tell her more about her?" I propose and she smiles at me, My hearts warms at the thought of seeing her happy again

"Oh my god, yes please" she says getting excited and she brings her legs up to the bed to sit like a yoga pose "I don't want to weird everyone out when they've met a different version of me, and if i'm gonna be here, i guess i have to act like i usually do, right?" She asks and i nod

"Are you tired? I can show you around campus and we can talk" I offer looking at her beautiful green eyes. She is so lost and she's coming to a huge campus without knowing anything, i feel terrible that all of this is my fault.

"I'm not tired, i've been in a hospital bed for over a month" She laughs shaking her head "The last thing i want to do is stay in, i was just scared to get lost" She says shrugging and then i stand up from the chair and walk to the bed where she is, i'm offering my hand to help her stand up

"Today is your lucky day, because i have the whole afternoon off to show you the campus, and if you're nice to me, i can even treat you a frappuccino, no coffee at all" I say with a chuckle. I had a million things to do, two exams tomorrow and I even had to go training, but i I was not going to waste my opportunity to spend time with her, I can skip training and stay up all night studying.

She hesitates for awhile but takes my hand to stand up from the bed. I can feel the electricity flowing through my body, i hadn't touch her since she woke up, and even if she's just holding my hand, i feel like we are us, i haven't lost her completely.

I really want to intertwine our fingers and walk around campus showing her off like i always do. Walk holding hands letting them know she's mine. But after she is standing up she lets go of my hand and puts on her toms shoes

"okay, then, let's go" She said taking a cardigan from her bag and walking outside the door while putting it on. I sigh and walk out too. I have to give her space, but it's so hard for me to not show her all of my love is hard to see her looking at me like a stranger, she used to tell me she loved me just with the way she looked at me, now i see nothing

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