what do I do?

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Lukes POV

My heart shattered into millions of pieces at what she was saying

She walked out on me I thought she loved me

why would she leave? I could go after her but then what about my career? what about my future? 

I love her and I wanna run after her and tell her to come back make her stay with me

I wanna hold her until I can't hold her any more she was my everything what the hell am I supposed to do now that I dont have her?

how the hell does somebody deal with that?

what the hell did she mean Im doing this for you? how is this for me If I dont like this?

or she doesn't wanna ruin things what the hell is she going to ruin?

I love her I thought she felt the same way

she was my best friend the love of my life my adorable little nerd the only thing that made me smile

what the hell am I supposed to do? I can't believe how easily she left

what the hell do I do? I can't decide on going after her or pursuing my dream

wait what the hell am I doing

she made that decision for me

she left me that was her choice

.................

I guess I made my decision

I hope I don't regret it

here goes nothing


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