Simply Love || l.h

OH SHIT!!!!!

"You.........you love her?"

OH SHIT FUCK WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY FUCK SHE HEARD EVERYTHING I JUST SAID ABOUT ALICE FUCK WHAT THE HELL DO I SAY is whats going through my mind while im standing here opening and closing my mouth like a fish out of water

"Yeah which mean you get a shot with all of this" Chris said gesturing to himself

we both just look at him like really 

"too soon sorry im...im just gonna go over there" he says and then leaves 

"You love her?" she asked again 

"Ye....Yes I do love her I love her with everything I have she is my world and I might have just lost all of that because she probably thinks I love you." i say finally relizing my mistake i let the best thing in my life walk away from me what the hell am i suppposed to do now 

I was too much into my thought I forgot...wait what the hell was her name?... 

"So why go out with me if you already love somebody?" 

"Our relationship was comlicated and I couldn't do anything about it."

"Did you even try?"

"No because I really didn't have a choice on what to do" 

"Everyone has a choice no matter what you say you had a choice" she says 

"Well i didn't she broke up wth me beacuse she wanted me to live my dream"

"So she let you go because she loved you" she said 

"Yes and i was to niave to see that nothing not even being famouse could replace al the happiness that Alice's gives me" i say

"Then you should go get her." she said

"what?"

"If you really love her you should go get her. I see the way you look at her. You look at her like shes your whole world and you just wanna hold her and keep her safe. She makes you smile and if thats true love I know i wouldn't want anyone stoping me from being with the one person i truly love. So go get her I" she says pointing to the door

I nod and hug her  

"You will find love one day and i hope he doesn't mae the same mistake as me." i say before running out the door to go get the love of my life

Chris POV

"You will find love one day and i hope he doesn't mae the same mistake as me." I hear Luke say and then thee door closes

Well here goes nothing 

"Hey umm.. do you need a ride home?" i ask the beautifull girl standing in my livingroom

Alice's POV

I am currently in my bed having a movie marathon with Mary on one side and Cal on the other

we watched movies until we got hungry so the offered to go get pizza and now I am watching Tv by

We already talked the whole Luke cituation out they agreed to stay out of it beause he made his decision and it was not me 

Besides thats a good thing I mean if you think about it

what am I suppose to do when he's not here?

What about when he goues back on tour?

What about the hate from the fans? 

Yeah I am not a person who cares what other people think but what about when he's away for so long with every girl throwing themsleves at him?

What about if he finds somebody better?

Which he already did he found someone else and he probably loves her  

he probably wants to spend the rest of his life with her 

I didn't notice I was crying until I felt something wet going down my face then I was scared shitless 

"Why are you crying?" 

I was so into my thoughts I didn't even notice Luke walk into my room or the fact that hes so close his breathe is hitting my face nd it smells like mint

god I wish I could just kiss him

I didn't even notice that his hand was wiping the tears away

"Why are you crying?" he asked again and I have no idea what to say to him beacuse I don't want to tell him I am crying because you don't love me

"Please don't cry" he says and now hes fully on my bed

"Why are you crying?" he asked for the third time

and all I can do is sit here and look like a freaking fish out of water

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Okay heres another chapter hope you guys like it tried to make it long 

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