Daniel Howell Imagines

Rough🌩

 Trigger warning: Abusive relationship, please skip if you're sensitive to this stuff <3

Word Count: 1064 words

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Can see it from the way your looking at me,

You don't think that I'm worth your time.

Y o u r       p o v

Panic.

Frustration.

Fear.

It was like vines wrapping around your chest, squeezing. You leant over the sink, tears streaming down your face and your mind racing. You gripped the basin making your knuckles turn white. Dan. You heard a loud bang on the door, and your head shot to the door.

The loud bangs became continuous as panic swept through your body like a wave. You fumbled for your phone, going into your contacts. You clicked on Dan's name, and he almost immediately picked up.

"When you come out (y/n), you're FUCKED!" Brayden's voice shouted, and you began to sob. "I'm coming, (y/n). Give me 5 minutes, take deep breaths." Dan's soothing voice flowed through the phone.

You didn't respond but he kept talking to you, calming you down slowly. "D-Dan, I'm scared." You whispered, tears still streaming down your face. "It's going to be okay, I have to go. Just stay in there and do your breathing exercises."

He hung up and you began to take deep breaths, relaxing yourself. You stood up and collected yourself as you looked into the mirror. The vines became a little looser.

Four.

"It's going to be okay," You said, closing your eyes.

Three.

The vines began to loosen, allowing you to breath more freely. "Dan's coming, everything is going to be fine." You reassured yourself, your mindset becoming a bit more positive.

Two.

Nerves tingled through your body as the vines dropped from your body, your breathing becoming normal. You smiled as you opened your eyes, the final tears leaking from your eyes.

One.

You raced to the door, unlocking it slowly and opening the door carefully. You scanned the area around you and finally stepped out and raced downstairs.

You saw Dan's car waiting outside, you looked around scanning around for Brayden. There were no signs of Brayden so you raced to the front door, trying to open it but it was locked.

"(Y/N)!" Brayden's voice shouted from behind you. You shot around, and screamed as he threw a glass at you. You ducked, the glass scraping your eyebrow.

"Why the fuck are you trying to run away from me?!" He walked near you, blood slowly falling down your eyebrow. You punched him in the face, and kicked him away from you.

You screamed as he took a hold of your wrists, squeezing. "DAN! HELP!" You screamed at the top of your lungs, your throat becoming raw.

Brayden growled and threw you to the ground, you held your arms above your head. "Brayden, baby, please..." You desperately begged, tears still streaming from your eyes.

You heard your phone ring, and Brayden was too busy yelling at himself. You declined his call and quickly ran to the door, most of your body aching from his non-merciful hits.

You unlocked the door and ran out, Dan's car right outside. "(Y/N)! YOU FUCKING SLUT!" You heard Brayden's threatening voice yell. You sprinted, stumbling a little over a rock and falling over.

You got up, gritting your teeth seeing Dan open the door. You heard Brayden chase after you, making a burst of adrenaline rush through your body. You finally got to Dan's car, and slammed the door locking it.

"Drive!" You shouted, Dan obeyed quickly driving away. You kept crying into your hoodie, and you noticed Dan's body language was anything but sympathetic more... angry?

He pulled over and let out a yell of rage, his head leaning against the wheel. "Why did you let him do that to you (y/n)?" He asked softly. "That fucking cunt." His voice hardened.

"It wasn't like I could stop him," You sobbed. "No... I mean, why didn't you leave sooner?" Dan asked, his head turning towards you.

"I-I..." You sighed. "I don't know."

"I guess it was just that... I didn't know what to do. He always threatened me, I was scared Dan. I knew I should've done something. I should've told you and Phil, I should've got a restraining or-"

"It's okay, you were scared and you didn't know what to do. It's understandable, come here." He opened his arms and engulfed you into a big hug, you sobbed into his chest.

"Shh, shh, it's okay." He kissed the top of your head, your heart lifting. "Let's get you home and get you a hot chocolate, how about that?" You nodded, and you pulled away.

~Time skip~

You laid on the couch, wrapped in a blanket watching your favourite movie with Dan. Phil was recording one of his videos about going to the hospital. "(y/n) ... I need to tell you something."

"Go ahead, I'm here for you." You said, your attention drifting to him. You moved onto the couch next to him, facing him. "Actually never mind, after what happened to today..."

"Come on! Whatever it is, I want to know now." You said, leaning in. He became flushed his eyes quickly avoiding yours. "Come on, tell me bear." You teased. "Is it a girl?"

His head slowly nodded making you giggle. "Oooh, come on, tell me!" His cheeks were now tinted deeply. A playful smile spread across your cheeks, your eyes glimmering in the darkness.

He looked at you, his coffee eyes staring deep into your own. He leant in, his lips attaching to yours for a second. He pulled away blushing, your eyes widened a blush spreading across your cheeks.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that-"

You tackled him down onto the couch, your lips attaching to his. He closed his eyes as you trailed your hands up to his cheeks. His hands moved to your back, the passionate kiss enchanting you.

You pulled away, a smile on your face. His eyes slowly opened, his face red. "Did you enjoy that?" You asked, a playful eyebrow raised. "Yes, I did enjoy that." He laughed.

You rolled off him onto the floor, landing onto a blanket. He sat up, his eyes looking deep into your (e/c) eyes making you blush. "So, I'm the girl huh?" You asked, biting your lip slightly.

"Yeah," He coughed awkwardly and rubbed the back of his head. "Well, I would gladly be your girlfriend whenever you're ready." You winked, making him chuckle a bit.

"Well, would you like to take the honour of being my adorable girlfriend?"

"Daniel James Howell, I gladly accept your request." You said in a goofy voice making you both laugh. You heard a third laugh and turned around seeing Phil recording you both.

"PHIL LESTER!"