Daniel Howell Imagines

Broken💔

T R I G G E R          W A R N I NG

PLEASE SKIP IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO:

•    Depression
•    Suicidal aspects

Thank you ❤️
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Word count: words
Sorry for these short shitty ones, these were the ones I came up with over my vacation love ya 💕

Y O U R            P O V

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You had lost sleep, you didn't remember didn't the last time you had eaten since Dan left. Your eyes were red and puffy from crying.Your laptop blared out an alarm as an incoming Skype call popped up.

Dan.

You looked at it blankly, having a mental battle with yourself if you should answer him. You looked like shit, you didn't want him to see you like this. The call ended, you still looked at st it blankly.

He doesn't care.

You moved your computer away from him, negative thoughts swirling through your head like a hurricane. You had to stay strong for Dan, you had to be strong.

He is just using you.

He never cared.

A horrible feeling swelled up through your body, tears falling out of your bloodshot eyes. A choked sob erupted from your body before he was calling again.

He hates you.

You clutched your chest, sobs falling out as tears poured out of your eyes staining your cheeks. You wanted the pain to go away, you were tired. You wanted to just fall asleep and never wake up.

He kept calling as you were trapped in your own misery, tears and sobs still falling out and you let them. He started to message you, your phone dinging and your laptop chiming. For a split second you felt a smile forming but it was quickly washed away.

Dan💘: Baby?

Dan💘: Why are you not answering me?

Dan💘: Babygiiiiiiiiirl

Dan💘: I miss you ❤️

Dan💘: I want to hear your voice again :(

Dan💘: I want to kiss you again, and hold you 😍

Dan💘: (y/n)?

Dan💘: is there something wrong?

Dan💘: (y/n) please answer me

Another Skype call started to ring from your laptop. You decided to answer it, his concerned face appearing. You looked at him, tears still streaming down your cheeks.

"Oh my gosh (y/n) you scared me, I texted you, messaged you, emailed you and I kept calling you-"

A uncontrollable sob erupted from you, cutting him off. "(Y/n)! Oh my God! What's wrong?" You shook your head, tears beginning to stream down your cheeks. "(Y/n) please talk to me, I hate seeing you like this."

You just kept crying as he watched you, helpless. "(Y/n), I need you to talk to me. Vent to me. I need you in my life (y/n). You make me so happy and I'm so glad I met you. You are my main source of happiness, I mean all of this. So I need you to be strong and talk to me, otherwise I can't help you..." he pleaded.

You looked at him, the tears stopping as they dried against your cheeks slowly. "I-I," You stuttered, your voice hoarse from not speaking. "I-I can't..." you whispered, looking down at your bedsheets.

"That's it, hold on 15 minutes." He said, ending the call. You looked at the screen in shock, your own boyfriend had abandoned you in your darkest hour. You sobbed loudly, the tears pouring down your face as you held your head in your hands.

I told you he never liked you, you're an annoying, ugly, fat bitch that everyone pretends to like. Dan hates you, Phil hates you, Louise hates you. Everyone hates you. Just give up.

Your heart broke into pieces, you had trusted him. God you had even started to fall in love with him. No, you did love him. But he didn't love you and that hurt deeply.

You had trusted him with every fibre of your being. You had loved him and you never got to announce it. He hates you now because you're depressed and a mess.

You heard a knock on your door, snapping you out of your thoughts. You ignored it, but the knocks came again. You ignored it again thinking it was some guy trying to sell you something.

They kept knocking, beginning to get on your nerves. You tried to ignore them but you couldn't, now they became loud and hard. You furiously got off your bed and stomped to the door.

You unlocked it before swinging it open furiously. Before you could say anything or even look at them, their lips smothered yours. The force of their lips smothering yours made you stumble backwards.

The unidentified person pulled away looking at you, you looked at them immediately recognising that it was Dan. "I thought I was going to lose  you (y/n), I just had to get here and make sure you were okay. I was so scared." He whispered almost painfully, looking at you.

He kissed you again, kicking the door shut before pushing you against a wall. He wiped your drying tears from your cheeks, staring at you with pure affection in his eyes. You sniffled, smiling again.

"There's that beautiful smile I've been craving," He smiled at you, making your smile grow bigger. You leant in and kissed him, your lips smothering his now. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you up.

You wrapped your legs around his waist all while kissing him. You smiled into the kiss, happiness swelling through your body. He placed you on the kitchen counter, his hands running up your back slowly.

He pulled away, love swirling in his eyes. The mixture of browns hypnotising you. "I have something to tell you (y/n)," He said seriously, making a uncomfortable feeling swell up in your stomach.

"I think- No, I AM in love with you (y/n) (y/m/n) (y/l/n)."

An overwhelming wave of happiness spread through your body, making you smile the biggest, happiest smile you had ever experienced wash onto your face.

"I promise to never leave you again and if you don't love me--"

"Shut up, I love you Daniel James Howell."