My only cure {Soukoku}

Chapter 4

Them

Im sorry god, I know I always said that I hated people and I wanted to be alone but now when Chuuya came I thought that I wanted him to be with me. Don't make him run away, I'm begging you.

If anyone hears my pleads, I'll be a shame for the whole of my life. Like forever.

Surprisingly, Chuuya blushes. I can see cat's ear moving on his finger head. He was enjoying it?! I curse when Odasaku pat Chuuya even more when that little ginger actually flushed at it and now I can see a tail swaying from Chuuya's back. I'm pissed of, my Chuuya seem loved to be patted. Chuuya is not mine, what is wrong with me.

"Haha, such a cute boy you are, Chuuya-chan. Oh, I'm Odasaku. Call me Oda if you like." Odasaku laughed warmly. I glare at him, I even glared at the waiter who serves our orders. The waiter flinches and bows slightly before he jogs away from our table, from me.

I can't be more furious seeing Chuuya nods to Odasaku with a blush sticking on his damn pretty face. I envy Odasaku, god, I wish I had his life. I reckon Chuuya will smack me on my male bits if I touch him like that. Maybe Chuuya is not that kind of beautiful monsters I'm thinking about.

"Dazai, it's good to have Chuuya with you. You are lonely aren't you?" Odasaku says idly.

"You are lonely too Odasaku. Why aren't you married?" I shot back, grinning at him like an idiotic imbecile.

"At least I have more than one friend." He snaps.

"I have two, Chuuya is my lovely friend!"

"I just knew, that doesn't count."

We share a glare to each other. I and Odasaku rarely argue so at the end, we laughed. Chuuya smiles at our attitudes.

"Oh, before I forget, I hired a person to take care of you Dazai."

"I'm not kid Odasaku."

"Yes, you are. So, where are they? They should be here yesterday."

"Whatever." I poke my macaroni, a string of cheeses appear when I pull it up. Chuuya was amazed, his eye was sparkling. After he snapped out of it he finally speaks. "That is me."

Neither I or Odasaku opens our mouth. Chuuya continues. "I'm the one who you hired, my uncle is the head of this company, helping him is for my gratitude to him."

I look at Chuuya with my mouth saying 'oh' while Odasaku frowns and rested his chin on his hands. Odasaku mutters to himself and quickly smile to Chuuya. "I'm glad that you are cute" Making Chuuya blush and I glare at him again.

I totally get what Odasaku was muttering about. I'm really good at it. He said "Now, I'm giving a baby to babysits a kid. Well, Chuuya is a nice lad. He must be." I laughed at Odasaku's words.

A cat approaches Chuuya when I laugh. Ah, I just remembered that we are in the cat cafe. That cat, it's brown. If I were to choose a name for it, it would be brownies. I craved for brownies since I'm in my cave. (My room.) What I wasn't expecting is Chuuya to take Brownie (That brown cat, good now I have another friend named Brownie.) on his lap and says. "His name would suit to be Brownie~"

I glance at the cat and him. "Hmm..why?"

"Because I love brownies, what else?"

"No, yes, of course, you love brownies, who doesn't." I let out a nervous laugh. Can he read my mind? Haaaa, my heart is giving me a headache. I sigh loudly, then an orange cat sits on my lap. Trying to crawl up to my shoulder. It's so small so, I put it on my shoulder for its liking. It mewls and nuzzles its nose on my cheek and I sneeze. Scaring the living hell out of the ginger cat as it jumps down.

"Pfft!" Chuuya squeals as I tackle him making he wince. Brownie jumps off Chuuya's lap and licks the ginger cat's cheek. Maybe to make it feel better after I shocked it. I think I have a name for this ginger cat too.

"Its name is Orangette!" I and Chuuya said in unison. We look at each other. I stare at him harder since this is not the first time. First Brownie, and now Orangette?

"You took my idea!" Chuuya pouts, stabbing the macaroni with his fork. (Rest in peace, macaroni.)

"You took it twice." I flush looking at the chubby cheeks of Chuuya when he pouts. "Brownie is my idea, but you eventually said it first." I said flicking his forehead with my index finger. I love his face when he sulks or pouts. He looks cuter than newborn babies. I wonder how he looks when he was a baby? I bet the nurses there begged to hold him.

"What are you smiling at?!" Chuuya snaps. He hisses when my smile widen.

"Nya~"

I look at Chuuya whilst he looks back. Again, in unison, we both look down. Brownie and Orangette were staring at us.

"Amusing, this two used to hate people. Once, they attacked all my customers. I was in a terror that time." Kyouyo, the owner of this cafe, exulted from behind us. Chuuya flinches, not expecting the sudden greeting. "You two even get them new names." Kyouyo smile.

"Ah, I'm so sorry I didn't mean too—"

"No, those guys still don't have proper names, I would just call them by brown and ginger actually. I'd prefer your name!" Kyouyo cuts Chuuya's sentence, patting his hair. Why do people get to pet his head so easily while I might get bitten if I did the same?! And why must this cutie petite boy always blush at people but not me?! Eh— he blushed at me a lot too, actually way more. I look up, dazed.

"DAZAI" Chuuya smacks my nose leaving me shivers from pain. I daydreamed for less than a minute and I get my punishment less than a second.

"Dazai-kun, would you like some dessert? I'm in a good mood today." Kyouyo says.

I can almost see Chuuya's cat ear moving up. But I'm full so a politely refuse. Now, I see Chuuya's cats ear going down as his eye exhibited a melancholic expression while whispering an "oh.."

"Umm! Actually, I like a slice of strawberry vanilla cake of yours. I craved for it since high school." I yell, faking it. I'm craving for brownies, not a strawberry delight. At least Chuuya's cat's ear returns back up.

"I didn't even know that you like strawberries." Odasaku grins looking at me and glances at Chuuya. I totally forgot about Odasaku's existence. I groan as a reply.

Finally, the cake is served. I push the plate in front of Chuuya, telling him to please himself. He did without a word. With just one bite, I find Chuuya was exited. His cheek was pink while his blue eye shimmering. He loves strawberries. I smile but stopped when I saw Odasaku was looking at Chuuya, smiling too.

Odasaku realized that he smiles wryly. "Jealous eh?"

I pretend that he isn't even here.

Chuuya was eating like an infant. A small ball of vanilla whipped cream was sticking on his cheek beside his silky lips. Those lips, it's pinky and soft and—

Without me realizing, by body bends itself down and licks the whipped cream on Chuuya's cheek. Luckily, I didn't get his lips. The vanilla is so sweet. I couldn't help but have more. I put my face way closer to Chuuya's. Just when I try to lick another mess on Chuuya's cheek, Chuuya's palm smacks my face flat. That is when my brain's analyses come to end.

"Oops." I let my voice muffles in Chuuya's palm.

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Am I making Dazai suffer? Or maybe Chuya? I'm not sure with my humor, so let me hear you thoughts! Oh please vote for this chapter too^^

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