Never told you.

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"And why did you leave?," Maddie asked.

"He told me to go home, and that's what I did."

"But then you said you should take a break!"

"I know..."

"So, are you still together?," Kirsten asked, confused.

"I guess we're not...."

"Who are you talking about?," Charlie said, as she came into the living room, after spending the whole day out with Zayn.

"Me and Niall," Charlie's eyes were now wide open.

"Have you broken up with him?"

"Kind of... truth is we were shouting and screaming at each other and finally said we should take a break."

"This is all because of your father, isn't it? I knew his intentions were not good!"

"Please, Charls, don't speak about him now."

"But Brooke, can't you see it? He just spoke bullshit about everyone you love!"

"Charlie stop, please," Haley said.

"No! Let me say everything I want to say! Brooke, you love Niall. Even though you were afraid of falling in love with him, you did. He makes you happy, we've never seen you like that with anyone, why would you break with him now?"

"I have lots of things going on now..."

"Your dad is not a thing going on Brooke, it's a problem that should be kicked off your life right now!"

"I'm having lunch with him on Friday."

"What? Why would you do such thing?," Kirsten said.

"Because I need to! Everyone deserves a second chance, don't they?"

"He doesn't!"

"Charlie, when it comes to your family give them as many chances as you want to, this is my family, and I need to do this."

"You are our family too, we've lived together since we were kids, we're not like normal best friends, we're like sisters!," Maddie shouted.

"Girls, I'm not saying you should understand what I'm doing, but just support me in this, I need you all..."

"Brooke, we can accept the fact you want to see your father after all these years, but I'm not supporting the idea of giving him a second chance when he hurt you all so much back then..."

"And of course we're not supporting the idea of breaking up with Niall," Charlie added.

"What is done, it's done Charlie," I said to her, and I went to my room.

I sat on my bed and thought about everything that's happened just in two days. I met my father and his family, discovered he hated Niall just because, and that his wife talked badly about my mum. Should I really let him in my life? I don't know. What I do know is that I'm going to regret my whole life leaving Niall. I really do love him. What do people call that? First love. Yes, he's my first love. He has been, at least. I don't think I'll ever get to love someone as I love him. And you know what? I've never told him. I've never been able to tell him how much I like it whenever he calls me just because he's bored. I've never been able to tell him how much I like it whenever he teases me. I've never been able to tell him how much I like how excited he gets over the tiniest things. I've never been able to tell him how bad I'd like to write a song with him. I've never been able to tell him how much I like it whenever he pretends to be mad at someone, or how he tries to be serious but completely fails at it. I've never been able to tell him that I only see my future with him. I've never been able to tell him how many of the songs I've written since I first met him are about him. I've never told him how much I love him, that he's the one. And he always will.

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