hís wífє σnlч // p.jm

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~ listen to this song if you really REALLY wanna get into this Chapter, i hope y'all cry ~

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I couldn't believe my eyes, I didn't have to unmute the video to know what was going on.
There in a girlie room was Jimin and someone -I guess Sana- recording him while he threw darts into a picture across the wall, my picture. He was smirking and looked thrilled whenever he hit my face. I noticed the bold letters above the picture when my vision cleared, WHORE was written in black aggressive ink. My heart was shattering into pieces, no it was bleeding.

Why was he doing this? What did I ever do to him?

The video cut off and switched to another scene, one were Sana was recording her grinning face, it looked like she was at a party or a club. Then Sana spoke to someone behind the camera and placed it in the persons hand, confidently walking to a table full of people. My eyes fixed on Jimin who was laughing out loud and grinning from ear to ear - to me he looked drunk. But how would I know, this was not the Jimin I seemed to know like the back of my hand. The audience around him was cheering on him while he downed something in a cup like a thirsty man. It kept going until he reached for the fifth cup and Sana grabbed it from him. Now it was her turn to down it, just after doing that, she pulled him closer by his collar and kissed him roughly.

I think my heart stopped beating for good five minutes...

And what shocked me more was that he was the one grabbing her by the waist and drawing her impossibly close. I watched as his hands roamed her body and his lips swallowed hers hungrily. It continued to the point he picked her up and she wrapped herself around him, after that it got cut off again.

I had so many questions but I couldn't voice one out. I was completely broken.

Now sitting in a cafe were Jimin, Sana and Mingyu. It looked like they were discussing something really important and everyone looked mad tense. When the video zoomed more into the trio and Mingyu started talking, I turned the volume up.

"what's the plan Mingyu? What now?" Sana questioned and sipped on her drink.

"depends on how far our little Jimin here got with our previous plan" Mingyu shrugged, a smirk playing on his lips. I wanted to empty my stomach, I didn't think I could hate him more than I already did.

"I'm at stage 5" Jimin replied not even looking guilty.

"hmmm so my girl's head over heels for you huh Jimin?" Mingyus smirk widened. I continued listening but I never heard Jimin correct him about how he called me his. Sana just sat there looking exited and extra chirpy.

"never mind. I'm here and I'll take care of everything on my own, I just need you to keep her here in Deagu" that was what I heard last before the video got cut of again.

I didn't notice how my hands shook or how tears streamed down my face, hell I didn't even notice my breath hitching. But what I did notice was my heart bleeding and soul leaving my body.

How could he do this to me? All this time I thought he loved me. He lied to me all this damn time for what???? Just so he could give me to Mingyu?

For a while I forced myself to believe that this was some sick prank or just a ugly dream, but in vain...this was as real as it could get. And I had to come to terms with it -the man I loved so much was the one to break me again. I had to applaud him, he was able to bear with someone like me for over an year and in the end even act like he was in love. God...hate and revenge could make you do unbelievable things, couldn't they?

I aggressively wiped my tears away, even if they still continued falling and my skin burned. This pain was nothing compared to what I felt deep inside of me. I wanted to laugh at my fate, I really did but God I was so exhausted, breathing itself was getting too tiresome.

"I wish I was strong enough to end this life" I sobbed pathetically.

But then again I was not strong, no, I was a coward, the biggest one of them all. So I did what every coward did best.

I left the laptop where it was and quietly walked to our bedroom. I wanted to leave this place, I just had to. So I grabbed my purse with all my important belongings and picked my phone off the nightstand.

I didn't know why I even glanced at his sleeping form for a last time, but when I did, the cute face I saw earlier was replaced with the way his face looked in that video - void of emotions but full of hatred.

"I hate you" was the last thing I said before I walked out of our room, down the stairs and eventually out the door.

Anyways....BUTCHCHCJJC we going grammys !!!!!!! Antis can succ my ass. God if they only focused on their faves instead of our boys....maybe...just tiny miny maybe,they could make it.....sike!!!

I love you whorees

- Nii