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Chapter 6

I locked the doors so no one can unlock them. I went into the kitchen and got a pen and and paper and started writing my suicide note, well a fake one...

"Dear Mom,Luke,Christina,

I know this may shock you but I'm sorry, I am always so stressed out and I just cant take it anymore, Everyday when I wake up I say whats the point of living, there is no point. Your suppose to live happy not depressed 24/7. Also I'm not safe anymore, the man who stabbed me can come back for me, Im scared, I dont want to live scared my whole life. I think everything it will be better if I'm gone. So yes this is a suicide note.I love all of you. Forever and always. Stay safe. Goodbye.

Love: Lola Martin"

I put left the paper on the table and I went to the drawers and got an envelope and wrote "suicide note." I went to the table and put the note into the envelope and closed it.

I sat on a chair for a while looking at it, and I started to think and think. I said to myself,

"It has to be done, to save them."

I went upstairs and took the some pills i found. I took it downstairs and went into the kitchen to take the envelope. I went up to the door and unlocked it so my mom can get in, I grabbed my phone and quickly texted Luke.

"Luke, I Love you, never ever forget that."

I went upstairs and and into the toilet with my phone and envelope and the pills. I opened the bottle of pills and emptied half of them and flushed them down the toilet and i put some on the floor for it to look like they spilled and I laid down I put my phone in my pocket and the envelope next to me. I laid down and waited to hear the door open.