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chapter 8

If you didn't read Lola's pov in the last chapter then go read it...because i updated it..:

Lola's pov:

The car finally stopped, I was getting more scared by each second. We then moved and moved and It stopped and didn't move again. I don't know why, I thought they were gonna put me in a hole now, but I guess not, I think they are gonna put it after the funeral. I was pretty scared. The thing I was most worried about was they putting me in the hole, what if they would just drop me and I would hurt my head and really die, but I guess I'll just have to wait, It wasn't that big of a deal because Im actually suppose to be dead. So I just waited to hear any voices.

I finally heard faint voices and also heard crying.I tried to recognize the voices, but they all sounded the same to me. I felt so bad. They all sounded so depressed.

I kept thinking if I should get out but its stupid because they would probably have a heart attack or something and get freaked out. I couldn't and i wont, I just kept reminding my self, its for there on safety. I could hear the priest talk. I started to get worried. I wouldn't know when the would leave, so I can get out. Usually funerals in movies take like 2 hours so I guess I will just have to wait but I could breath, which was good, I don't know how but I could.

I finally heard a huge amount of tears. It was like the person who was crying was touching then coffin. It was a guys voice, not manly but more of a boy kind of voice, I said to my self "Luke!". I cursed to my self in my head and put my hand over my mouth. I got so scared I thought he heard me. I could feel my heart beating so fast that It could just pop out any second.

He started talking and I was relieved he didn't hear me, but if he did, he would think hes crazy. I could start hearing his voice clearly, I tried to listen to every word he said.

"She was my best friend, like a sister, she meant the entire world to me, I just feel so bad *sniffles*, I wont ever in my entire life forget her, I love her more then anything possible. I wish she would just come back! *cries*. She was so happy, like a ball of sunshine. WHY?! *cries louder*.

Then it was silent, I felt so bad, I never thought that this would hurt someone so badly. I was blushing to the words he said but hot tears started coming down my red cheeks. I wanted to just jump out of the coffin and hug him so tight.

I heard someone talk again, just a few words, I listened carefully and i think it said something like, "lets take a moment to remember her".

I then heard cries all over the place I started to cry but I put my hand over my mouth, and started taking deep breaths, I wiped the tears away and closed my eyes and just thought this whole thing through, I said to myself theres no need to think, Im doing this to save the, I started to feel regret, I just hope the man who tried to kill me knows im dead and wont touch Luke or my family.

I finally heard heard someone speak which snapped me out my thoughts, it was a old mans voice, I could hear very very clearly this time, he said said "You can come and put the flowers into the coffin.