Why can't I let go of you?
I don't feel as I used to.
I wish I felt how I know I should.
Instead guilt consumes me...
I have no control over the feelings within me.
I want to move forward but I can't stop looking back....
I miss how we used to be.
I wish I could restore what we lack.
I love you but it's a different love than once before.
I haven't been able to fully comprehend this love...
I'm not sure if it's less or more.
I want what's best for you.
Even if that means that I'm not what's best.
I understand we need something different..
Yet you're still so important to me.
Conflicted with my emotions...
I'm not sure where to go....
Isn't loving someone... doing right by them?
I love you with all my heart... but I don't know if my love is the right love for you. even if yours is the right love for me... i don't know if we can fully love each other as one...
because our love will never be complete.
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Restless Thoughts
PoetryMy best thoughts always come to me when I have too much on my mind and can't sleep. I will use this Story to highlight my thoughts and will have a variety of poems, stories... and whatever ideas or words that come to my mind.
