I know I'm better than this.
I'm smarter than this.
So why am I caught up in this mess.
This chaos & confusion that's instilled itself in my life. Is this apart of who I am now?
I feel like I'm always in a constant fight...
Between who I am, who I know I should be & who I could be....
It's me against me.
Who do I wanna be? Do I wanna be the light & considerate one who can see beyond my needs... do I wanna be the firm & driven one who sticks to her goals & dreams... or do I just wanna be free? Is it possible to be all 3... all these traits conflict one another so I feel like I gotta set a part of myself free... & it's draining to live in a world where I can only be a piece of me...I have so much more to give than what the eye can see.
& one day, after the fight has settled & I can be at peace... I'll be able to be complete.. & I'll understand what all of this means.
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Restless Thoughts
PoetryMy best thoughts always come to me when I have too much on my mind and can't sleep. I will use this Story to highlight my thoughts and will have a variety of poems, stories... and whatever ideas or words that come to my mind.
