By Your Side; Ksimon

Chapter Thirteen

Simon's POV

I walked with the boys to the park, missing a few of them, and adding Freya and Emily. Emily and Cal walked  side by side on one half of the group, while Freya and Josh walked on the other side. The tension between Freya and Emily was unbearable, I didn't even know they knew each other until now.

When we got there most of the guys went off to play football, all but Cal, Emily and I. They sat on the opposite side of me, completely awkward.

I pulled out my homework, starting to do my maths so I could stay focused, trying to make me not feel so anxious.

"S-Simon...?" Questions Cal softly, I look up, putting my pencil down. Nodding for him to continue, "E-Emily told me about your talk...I'm really sorry, can you forgive me? For everything. For the kiss, and for not being there..." Emily rubs his back supportingly, seeming to already know.

"C-Cal you didn't do anything wrong, of course I'm not upset. And I'm really thankful for you, for what you did." I pushed up from the bench and hobbled over to him, hugging him tight. He buried his head into my chest, and I could hear his heart pounding against his.

He breaks off from the hug and nods at me, with that Emily and Cal run off.

As soon as they did, Ethan lumbers over to me, sitting down with a big sigh next to me.

I pet him on the back gently, "What's up?" I questioned.

His eyes travel over to Emily, watching her sadly, "I wish I knew how to talk to her..." I nodded, understanding what he was saying. He looked smitten as he stared at her.

"Just do it Ethan! She's super nice, and she seems like one of us, just ask her for her number!" He shrugs uncertainly.

"I'll try." With that he boost up, joining the others.

I sigh as I watch the others playing, suddenly feeling lonely. I worked on my homework silently as I looked up, seeing a figure I thought I would never see again.

His beard and hair mixed, he was even taller than me, probably 6'5. His muscles were the biggest I've ever seen, probably triple of JJ's, and he had decent amount of muscles.

He walked around smugly till his face landed on mine, and a small, evil grin spread across his face, making my blood turn cold. It was him...the guy who sent me through the window.

"Sidogggg." JJ slides into the spot next to me with a big smirk.

I try desperately to control myself, "S-Si-Sidog?" I questioned confused.

I quickly stuffed my hands in my pocket as they shook. I felt my throat becoming dry and tight, making my eyes tear up.

"I just thought it was a cool name. I could be...Jdog? I don't know, I like Sidog better." His expression looked confused as he stared at me, noticing something was wrong, "Whats up?" He questions.

"N-Nothing!" I quickly shake my head, "Just need to go...I need to take a piss! Uh, see ya." I jump up and hobble off into the porter potty, which was quite a ways away. Luckily it was in the opposite direction of him.

I felt my chest go tight as my voice breathing became hitched, "Not again, not again..." I mumbled to myself as I tried to stay focused on my breathing.

My heart felt like it was on fire, I put my hands above my head, starting to feel dizzy. "Y-You're okay...you're with JJ...he wouldn't let anyone hurt you...h-he can't hurt you..."

I groaned slightly, feeling pain in my heart. I lowered my hands looking at them, not only were my hands shaking, but all the way up my arms, making my body start.