By Your Side; Ksimon

Chapter Twenty Five

JJ's POV:

I groaned out as I opened my eyes, the dim lighting filling my vision, looking over I saw Deji on his phone, his face was grim as he looked at it.

"W-What's up...?" I moaned out in pain, I was still on a lot of medication, but everything still hurt a fuck ton.

He shook his head, "It's nothing JJ." He grumbled, his voice hoarse.

"Are you alright...?" I questioned softly, tears brimmed his eyes as he looked away quite embarrassed, "Deji, just show me your phone." I said slightly intrigued.

He looks down at his phone, considering if he wants too, "JJ it's you..." He mumbles, batting his eyes so he doesn't cry. He sits up straighter, acting like nothing was happening.

"Then I deserve to know, come on Deji, I took the blame for the party, the least you could do is show me what's up." I pushed harder, I could tell whatever it was, it was important. I didn't know why I wanted to know so bad, but I just did.

"Fine! But you can't tell Harry." I gave him a confused look as he handed me the phone, as I started it the camera was flipped on Ethan who was sipping a drink.

"Harold!" Ethan yelled at Harry as he flips the camera around, talking to it. I snorted as I watched.

"This isn't anything bad at all! Is Harry that embarrassed about his drunken state!" I said laughing. They were walking now. Deji just kept his eyes glued on the floor as I kept watching.

I felt my heart stop inside of me as the door opened, the camera was pointing at my unconscious body. I could hear Ethan's gasp as I let out my own, it was terrible. I was on the ground, blood leaking out as glass laid sprawled everywhere, I really was on top of the bottle. "What the fuck...." I mumbled as Ethan ripped the phone out of Harry's hand, ending the video.

While Deji had his eyes glued on the floor, I quickly airdropped the video to myself, this wasn't right. Why the hell would I be in that position?

As soon as I did it he looked up, not noticing. He took the phone back, "See why I didn't want to show you..." He mumbles with guilt in his eyes as he stood up, grabbing my phone as he walks out of the room.

I pulled up my phone again, muting it as I zoomed in on my body, it was fucking disgusting, why the hell am I putting myself through this? Poor Ethan...god I don't even remember this, was it because I was drunk or the fall itself?

"JJ YOU'LL BE HOME ALONE FOR A LITTLE BIT! WE NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE, LOVE YOU!" My mum called out, seconds later I heard the door slam.

Groaning I rested my hand over my stomach, I was feeling a lot of pain, I wish I could take more meds, but I wanted to start waking up, feeling normal again. I needed to go see Simon.

I looked at my phone, seeing he hadn't answered me.

JJ: Simon? Please answer me

I sighed going back to my phone, looking at myself with the broken glass. This wasn't right...

I shakingly started to get up, feeling darkness swell my vision, I stumbled to the floor letting out a gasp as how much pain I felt.

I squeezed my eyes shut, I couldn't pass out on the floor. I removed the wires quickly as I tried to get up again. My legs were so shaky, I couldn't do it on my own.

I leaned over, grabbed the edge of my door to pull myself up to my feet.

"Fuck..." I mumbled as I stumbled down, gripping the railing by my door. I sat down, sliding down the stairs.