Insecurities

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You just got home from work and you were just lazying around as usual. You were very tired whenever you came home from work and you always lay at one place until you restore some energy to move.
You were blankly staring at Loki who was busy reading his book. He wasn't paying attention to you so you stared at him for a long time, admiring his beauty. Absent-mindedly you poked on finger into his stomach and felt his toned muscular abs. Loki moved slightly taken aback but then continued reading his book.

You sighed..

He is perfect.. He is a God, obviously he would be. His perfect face, majestic looks and his body. Oh my God...

A corner of Loki's lips twitched upwards. While he pretended to be reading his book, he was actually listening to your thoughts and was flattered...

You dreamed about Loki's body and poked one finger in your stomach. Oops! Your finger bounced a bit... Yeah you were a potato.. you thought as you got up and went inside your room, looked into the mirror and tried to see whether you were a match to Loki.

A hint of sadness glistened in your eyes when you realised you indeed were a potato in comparison to Loki. An ordinary potato, plain... dull.. not even fries..

You sighed again.. still looking at your body and stroking your face...

Loki was still reading outside when he snapped his head up to look at you almost ready to go out. He was confused as you always avoided going anywhere after you came back home from work.

"Where are you going?", he asked.

You had a determined look on your face. You looked at him in his eyes and then blankly stared in determination...
"To the gym"

Loki almost chuckled, he was amused but he didnt let it show on his face. He gave you a brief nod and went back to read his book.

You rolled your eyes and went outside.

Loki laughed when he heard the door locked and shook his head from side to side still maintaining an amused look on his face.
Loki had deep feelings for you and you were definitely attractive and perfect in his eyes. He wished he could show how beautiful you are, if only you could look at yourself the way he does everytime.
But he was having fun watching you like this, so he didnt even asked you any more questions or tried telling you his feelings.

Loki was already missing you. You were gone for two hours almost. He was staring blankly at the ceiling as he layed lazily on the couch with one hand behind his head.
He jolted up when he heard you unlocking the door with your keys. He took his now fallen book quickly in his hands as he scrambled to sit upright, appearing to be engrossed in reading.

You took a little time to unlock and entered the house. Your state was quite horrible. You were walking in a very careful manner and very slowly as all the muscles in your body ached. You were quite a lazy person to ever go to the gym and today you tried all the equipments more than your body could take. You regretted it immediately as you winced in pain while struggling to move your body.

Loki smirked again. But didn't look up at you.

You gathered all your strength to mouth his name in a groan...

"Lokiii"

You tried to seek his attention as you tried to sound in much pain than you actually were.

Loki suppressed his smile and looked up at you innocently.
He got up and quickly took your bag and kept it on the table. As he was trying to help you inside, you tried to wrap your arms around him, but since you had terrible muscle pain, you could just press your head on his chest.

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