Don't Leave Me

3

Today Jungkook has to leave to head back to Seoul. I open my eyes and I am facing him and he is still soundly sleeping. He looks so sweet when he is sleeping.

I take my hand and brush some of the hair in front of his face to the side. I turn over and grab my phone and just scroll through some things.

I sit up and go onto allkpop and see that the top story is, again, me and Jungkook. They have pictures that the paparazzi took of us yesterday out and about. The title is, "Jungkook Comes to Visit Jade in Boston!!"

The pictures of us are cute. The story mostly consists of just, "Jungkook and Jade were spotted walking around Newbury Street in Boston. They could also BARELY keep their hands off of each other #POWERCOUPLE."

They also posted the video that I put on my Snapchat and Instagram stories. I read some of the comments on the video and they were all very sweet. They all were like, "I'm glad they asked us for their time together in peace in this way rather than yelling at the press and stuff. Such whole-hearted sweet people. LOVE #JAKOOK!!"

Our ARMY is literally the best. It is now about 9:30am and Jungkook is starting to wake up.

"Good morning 내 사랑 (nae sa-rang) (My Love)," says Jungkook.

"Good morning," I say smiling looking down at him. He looks up and smiles, and his eyes are still half closed.

He takes his arm and wraps it around my waist and pulls me to him. I lie down and now he is spooning me still half asleep.

"I don't want to leave," he says. He then kisses my shoulder and rests his chin on it.

I close my eyes and say, "Me either. I wish you could stay."

"I wish you could come with me," he says laughing a little and I smile.

We lay like this for a few more minutes.

"What time is your flight?" I ask him.

"At 12:00," he says.

"That's in 2 hours," I say.

"I know."

After a minute, I get up and go wash my face and brush my teeth. While I am brushing my teeth, Jungkook walks in and grabs his toothbrush. He begins to brush his teeth and then he stand behind me and wraps his arm around my waist in the front. I get my phone and take a picture.

"Look how cute that is," I say showing him.

"I look weird brushing my teeth," he says.

I laugh, "Well I'm making this my wallpaper," I say as I make it my lock-screen on my phone.

When we finish brushing our teeth, I wash my face and go to get dressed in the room. Jungkook is still in the bathroom washing his face and stuff.

When he is finished in the bathroom, I am sitting in the chair by the desk watching a Youtube video.

"What are you watching?" he asks me as he is putting on his shirt.

"Watching a makeup video," I say laughing.

"That stuff is boring," he says.

"Yeah, but I like it so." I laugh and he just rolls his eyes.

"How far is the airport from here?" he asks me.

"About 10 minutes away," I say getting up to help him put the last things in his suitcase.

"So," he says.

"So we have to leave in about 30 minutes," I say.

We close up his suitcase and place it by the door. I pack up my little duffel bag and put it by the door, too.

I check the room to make sure nothing is left under the bed or anywhere else. Jungkook is sitting on the bed on his phone texting someone.

"Who are you texting?" I ask.

"Tae. Just letting him know what time I should arrive and stuff."

I nod and go sit next to him. Jungkook takes a picture of us and sends it to Tae.

Tae replies with a picture of him and the rest of the guys and Jungkook and I both laugh.

About 20 minutes later, we both grab our stuff and head down to the lobby to check out and then we head to my car to put our stuff in and head to the airport.

I drive us to the airport and the whole ride is mostly silent. We are both just sad to part, and we don't know when we'll see each other next.

When we get to the airport, I go park the car and we both walk into the airport. A swarm of people rush towards us, but there are police here, so they stop them and we head to baggage claim.

As we are walking towards where TSA is, he has his arm around my shoulders. My head is down and tears are already starting to form in my eyes.

He notices, so he kisses the top of my forehead and whispers, "사랑해 (salanghae)(I Love You)."

I whisper back, kind of choking on my words, "사랑해 (salanghae)(I Love You)."

When we get to the entrance of TSA, we both stop and he turns to face me. My head is still kind of down because I am starting to cry and I don't want him to see me cry.

He wraps me in a hug and my head is up against his chest. There are people all around us taking pictures and fans are still screaming, but we are just ignoring them. I am also facing away from the crowd because I don't want them to see my face.

Jungkook turns us to where his back is against the crowd and he kind of backs away and looks down at me. He takes his hand to lift up my chin to make me look at him. My eyes are all red and teary and tears are rolling down my cheeks. There are tears coming out of his eyes, too.

I give him a slight little smile and wipe a tear that is falling to his cheek.

He smiles and rests the side of his face against my hand.

I go up on my tippy-toes a little bit and give him a kiss.

I give him another hug and he says, "I gotta go."

"I know," I say stepping back.

"I love you," he says giving me a slight smile.

"Love you, too," I say.

He takes my hands in his and he kisses the top of them. I begin to cry more, but now he really has to go. So, he gives me one last hug and kiss on the top of my head.

"Bye. I'll call you later, ok?" he says giving me a slight smile.

I nod and watch as he walks into TSA. He turns back to look at me as he turns the corner and waves to me. I wave back and then he disappears from view.

I put my hand over my mouth and wrap my arm around my waist. I head to the bathroom that is right next to me, how convenient, to compose myself.

I splash some water on my face, put on my black hat, and walk out of the bathroom. Camera men and women and fans are running towards me. I look at the ground and put my hand on the side of my face to cover it from the cameras.

The police help me exit, too.

When I get to my car, I just sit in it and cry a little bit more. It's weird how it hurts to watch him leave even though I know we are probably going to talk tonight or tomorrow and we are going to see each other again.

I check my phone before I leave to see if there are any missed messages and there is one from Jungkook 5 minutes ago: "Miss you already... Don't cry ;( I'll text you when I land and call me whenever you can!! Love you  내 사랑 (nae sa-rang) (My Love)! <3<3<3"

He is the sweetest. I smile at his text, turn on my car, play his solo song "Begin," and head off towards my dorm.