Don't Leave Me

4

Jungkook left yesterday. So, I am back at my dorm just watching some TV. I still haven't unpacked my bag from when I stayed at the hotel, so I guess I should probably do that. I mean there isn't much in it, but I hate to just leave it in there.

I pick up my bag and place it on my bed. It feels a heavier than I thought. I don't recall packing that much. Maybe I packed more than I thought, I don't know.

Anyway, I begin to take out my things and put them where they should be. After I put up my clothes, I go to the bag to take out the rest, and this is when I see what is making my bag heavier.

There is a hoodie on the bottom of the bag. I take it out and look at it, it's Jungkook's. It's one of his favorites that is all black except on the sleeves. There is also a note on the top that says: "for when you need me and I'm not there <3."

He gave me his sweatshirt. I am literally so in love with him right now. I hold the sweatshirt up to my face and it smells like him. I put it on my bed to wear later.

It is about 8am right now, 10pm in Korea, and Jungkook has just landed.

I get a text from him: "Good morning Jade :) It is night here. Just landed. Did you see my surprise?"

I put his sweatshirt on and take a picture in the mirror and send it to him saying: "Yes I did and I love you for it <3"

"Glad you like it," he texts back.

"It smells like you," I say.

"Is that good?" he asks with a laughing emoji.

"Yes lol," I reply back.

"I gotta go. Busy day tomorrow. I'll call you later ok?" he texts.

"Ok love you, good night," I say.

"Love you 내 사랑 (nae sa-rang) (My Love)."

Today I am going to the Apple store at the mall to get a desktop computer and a new laptop since my laptop is old and I want a desktop computer because why not.

I go grab my purse and keys and I put on my leggings, his sweatshirt, my tennis shoes, and put my hair into a loose braid.

I leave my dorm and head to the Apple store. When I get out of my car, I am surrounded by paparazzi and their flashing lights.

Since I am in the US, I don't have the surgical mask on, because it's weird.. duh, so I put on my hat, pull the hood up, put my sunglasses on, and head towards the store.

When I get to the store, the staff closes the doors and I walk around a bit to look for what I want.

"Hi ma'am, how can I help you?" asks this nice girl working.

"I am here to get a new phone, laptop, and a desktop computer," I tell her.

"Ok," she says putting something down on her iPad, "Right this way, I can show you the phones."

I nod as we head towards the phones. She shows me them all and I decide on the iPhone XS in Rose Gold. My current phone is the iPhone 6s, so a major upgrade.

Then we go to look at the laptops, and I decide on the Macbook Pro, 15-inch display, in Space Grey.

Now we are going to the desktop computers and I decide on the iMac Pro.

So, today, in the Apple store, I have spent a total of about $8098.00. I have never done that before and I probably never will again. I don't have that kind of money.

I pay for my items and I leave the store. A security guard from in the Apple store is helping me get out.

"Thank you," I say to him as I get into my car.