Don't Leave Me

17

3 years later...

Jungkook and I have been dating for about 5 years now. We have been through everything together, him being everywhere, me going to college, our break, and just every emotion. He has been there for me through it all no matter what and has never given up on us.

Tonight is his concert in Seoul and it's his last one for a few months for their break to prepare new songs and just have a breather. I am going to their concert tonight and I am going to be spending their break with them since I just finished college. Yes, I finished. They all went to my graduation even and it was so fun.

Anyway, tonight I am just in the audience, at the very front though and I am eager to see them perform from in the audience.

I have a cute black BTS shirt that I cropped myself and my black shorts with some rips in them. I also have a lightstick and a sign that says,
"전정국 (jungkook)오빠 (oppa)
사랑해 (i love you)" 

with a winkey face and a kiss emoji. I know he will laugh when he sees that.

At the concert, I am escorted to my seat by the guards. They bring me to where I am going to sit and they go to their positions. It feels good to know that I know them and I have some friendly faces in the crowd.

Once the concert begins, I begin to cheer like a big fangirl. Then someone taps me on my shoulder. I look at her and a smile forms on her lips and she screams in excitement.

"You're Jade Storm aren't you?! Jungkookie's girlfriend!"

"Yes I am," I say with a kind of nervous laugh.

"Oh my gawd can I take a picture with you?!"

"Sure," I say.

The girl and I take a picture and she shows it to her friends. They look over at me and begin to squeal and begin to ask me for pictures. Eventually, everyone is swarming me.

I'm just trying to watch my favorite boys and everyone is focusing on me. 

At intermission, I ask them to please watch the boys and if they want I can meet them afterward. Everyone screams and I feel satisfied now that they know to watch the boys.

The concert begins again and the lights begin to flash and a wave of excitement comes over me. The boys make their way to the edge of the longer stage and they see me and wave. When I see Jungkook, I hold up my sign for him to see and he begins to laugh a ton. He points to my sign and shows all the boys. They all begin to laugh, too. Next thing I know, the big board behind them is now showing me and my sign.

The boys perform a song or two and then begin their solo performances. For Jungkook's performance, he isn't doing what he normally does. He usually is standing upstage with all his backup dancers and the music for "Begin" turns on. But not this time.

He walks down the long stage towards the smaller stage. He stands at the end of the smaller stage and begins to sing "Begin."

About a minute into the song before he sings, "You make me begin," the music stops and he looks at me. He reaches down and puts his hand out for me to grab and he tells me to get on the stage.

"Jungkook, huh? I'm not supposed to be performing today," I say.

He just smiles. I take his hand and the bodyguards help me to get on the stage from where I am. The crowd begins to scream as they see me get on stage.

"Jungkook, what's going on?" I as him confused. He is still holding my hand.

He puts his mic into his back pocket and grabs my other hand. I look around to see the audience and everyone has gone silent. I see all the other guys standing upstage smiling and looking at us.

My heart begins to race and just as I am connecting what's going on and am about to ask him again, I see him slowly get down. On one knee.

He takes his mic from his back pocket and sings without music, 

"You make me begin
You make me begin
You make me begin,"
And the rest of the boys begin to slowly walk up, arms around each other, and sing the small part, "(Smile with me, smile with me, smile with me)
You make me begin
(Smile with me, smile with me)."

Jungkook and the rest of the boys stop singing and my eyes begin to tear up.

"Jade Storm, you have been with me through everything. All the ups, the downs, the long distance, and everything in between. You are the reason why I am so happy right now. Without you, I would feel lost and hopeless. You make me feel whole. I always want to be beside you. I never want you to cry alone or worry about me while I am thousands of miles away from you. I want you by my side all the time and I want to be by your side through everything. So, Jade Storm, my love, my light, my everything," Jungkook takes out a ring from his back pocket, "will you do me the honor of being my wife."

I hear everyone in the audience gasp, but I am not focusing on them. My eyes are fixated on the one perfect thing in my life. The one person who can make me feel better. The one person I want to spend my life with.

My hand comes to my mouth and tears start to stream down. 

I shake my head and say quietly to him, "Yes."

He slides the ring on my finger and pulls me into a big hug that lifts me off the ground and swings me in circles. 

"I love you," I say to him.

"I love you, too," he says back.

He puts me down, I put my hands on his cheeks and we kiss. Everyone is cheering and confetti is everywhere. I wrap him in another hug and just stand there.

After the concert is over, the boys have to do a quick meet and greet. I go with them and sit by the wall and just watch them interact with the fans.

I thought I was out of everyone's sight, but I spot a girl see me. She points at me and says, "Guys! It's Jade!"

They all rush to me and I hide behind a guard. Then, I feel a gloved hand pull me from my elbow away from the guard and onto the stage by the boys. They have arranged a seat for me by Jungkook. 

I sit down and I do the meet and greet with them. Occasionally, Jungkook intertwines his hand with mine while we wait for the next person. 

After the fan sign, we all head back to BTS's dorm. In the car, I lie down on Jungkook's shoulder and he has his arm around me and I'm holding his hand. 

Back at the dorm, everyone gets settled on the couches.

"So, how are the lovebirds?" asks Taehyung.

I smile up at Jungkook and say, "Eh, ok I guess."

He gives me a small hit on the head and we all laugh.

After a little while talking with them, Jungkook gets up and takes my hand and pulls me with him.

"Well, I think we're going to head out," he says.

"Head out?" I ask him confused.

"Yeah, a while back I bought myself a house and I have been living in it. We all have been living on our own. This place is just a hangout spot after concerts or just to hang out before we head to our homes."

"Ohhhh," I say smiling and all the guys give us a nod.

I wave all the guys goodbye and get in the car with Jungkook. He is holding my hand in his as we head to his house, where we will be staying together forever.

The man of my dreams. I finally got him. He is mine forever and I could not be happier. I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with him. Waking up next to him, eating with him, and growing a family with him. Everyday will be a new adventure and I am ready to embark on this journey together.