Don't Leave Me

15

Every day has just been school, school, school. I've been working really hard in school and focusing on my studies.

It is October 9th now and I signed myself up for dance classes starting today. I used to dance when I was in high school and I was on my dance company's competition team. I quit, though, my freshman year of high school. So, I signed myself up for classes to get me back in the groove.

The class starts in an hour and it is about 15 minutes away from campus. The class is at a studio called Matrix and the class I signed up for is just choreography and fun, not much technique.

I go to my closet and take out my black turtle neck tank top that is cropped and my black high-waisted leggings. I also take out my black Adidas tennis shoes and for now, I keep my hair down.

I grab my bag, keys, purse, and phone, and head out. 

When I get to the studio, I walk in, sign in, and head to one of the rooms. Class is about to start and there are about 25 people in class with me. I heard some people talking and they were saying how this class is the most popular and most fun, so I'm excited. 

The teacher is Kyle Hanagami. I watch his Youtube videos all the time and I love his choreography.

He starts class with some stretches and warm-up exercises. About 15 minutes into class, he starts teaching us a dance. We are learning a dance to "In My Blood" by Shawn Mendes.

Surprisingly, I am not as rusty as I thought I would be and I learn the choreography quickly. He finishes teaching the choreography about an hour into the class. 

Now, we are starting to do some small groups before he starts putting us in specific groups to be filmed for his Youtube channel.

Another thing I am surprised about is how not a lot of people have come to ask me for autographs or pictures. I mean, I don't expect it, but it's just a little surprising. I really like it, though, because I can just enjoy dancing.

We have just done multiple groups and I have done the dance in multiple small groups a few times already.

Kyle is starting to pick people for groups, and he has already chosen his first and second group to be filmed. 

They go ahead and dance with the cameras on, and then Kyle picks the third group.

The third group has just gone, and now he is talking with someone about something. 

He looks up at me and says, "Jade, I want you to do the dance solo." 

My eyes go wide and I just smile and nod. I fix my hair real quick and make sure I look a little more presentable because as we were learning the dance, I had my hair in a messy bun and I looked like a mess.

I go to the middle of the room and Kyle turns on the music and the camera turns on and I begin to dance.

When I am finished, everyone claps and they all give me a hug. I don't know why, but I like it.

At the end of class, people come up to me asking me for pictures and stuff, and even though I know I'm not supposed to, I do it anyway. 

When I get home, it is 3:45pm. Class was 2 hours long.

Jungkook is currently in Los Angeles right now, so it is 1:45pm for him. 

I text him, "Hey how's LA?"

Within a few seconds, he replies back with, "Very hot, but good vibes."

I love how Jungkook likes to act like he's from LA and stuff.

"Haha I bet. Can't wait to see you next month!" I reply back with.

"Me, too! I can't wait to be able to hold you. It's been so long."

"I know :( I just came back from a dance class and it's gonna be posted on Youtube. I'll send you the link when it's out."

"Ok! Didn't know you could dance... can't wait :)"

"Lol yeah! I gotta go shower, talk to you later?"

"Bye <3"

Jungkook and the guys are going to be in LA for the next 2 days and then they are going to Texas, Canada, New Jersey, Chicago, then New York.

After I take my shower, I lie in bed for a while and order some food from postmates.

I eat my food while watching "Burn The Stage: The Movie" from the guys. I haven't been able to watch it, but now I can, and I am excited.

I finish eating and I finish watching the movie. It is now 9:30pm, so I have decided to go to bed. I did not sleep well last night at all, so I need to get a good nights sleep tonight.

I try to fall asleep, but I cannot. I am half-awake/half-asleep again. I check my phone and it is 2:30am. 

"Why am I not able to sleep recently?" I ask myself.

I take my phone and text Jungkook, "Not able to sleep... 2:30am here and i've been half-awake/half-asleep since 9:30"

Jungkook replied moments later, "Got back to the hotel about 30 minutes ago and just got out of the shower. Sorry you are unable to sleep :( want me to call you?"

"Yeah," I reply with.

A few seconds later, Jungkook facetime's me.

I place my phone on my bedside table on it's side facing me and say, "Hey."

"Hey, how are you?" he asks me.

"Just really tired," I say.

"I bet. I wonder why you can't sleep," he says.

"I don't know, but I hate it."

"I'll stay on the phone with you until you fall asleep," he says.

I nod and say, "How was the concert tonight?"

"It was good! The crowd was insane. They made ChimChim cry," he says chuckling.

I smile and give a slight laugh, "That's funny. The fans love y'all."

My eyes are starting to get heavy, but I open them one more time and see Jungkook just staring at me.

"Why are you staring at the phone so intensely?" I ask him giggling.

"Just looking at how cute you look sleeping," he says.

I smile and get comfier in my bed.

Then out of nowhere, Jungkook starts singing "The Truth Untold" softly.

I open my eyes and see him singing with his eyes closed and I smile to myself. I close my eyes again and eventually sleep takes me.

Maybe I couldn't sleep because I miss Jungkook so much, probably not, but him being on the phone helped me fall asleep.

We haven't been able to talk as much lately, so that's been kind of upsetting, but it's ok.