Prevous in one night...
Erica why the fuck are you staring at me?! You want to try and rape me too? I do look like a man fantasy" She said laughing with the saddest humor I've ever heard.
I frowned and looked around and see some of her brothers but they are doing what guys do. Do they know their little sister is here? If my brother was still alive, he would have skinned all these people alive for doing such a thing. I try my best to regain my consciousness and grab her hand only for her to reject it. That hurts....
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"Chill Cyn...I just do not want anyone up here while we are up here and someone is planning to come up at here at some point apparently" Just looking around at the scenery.
Cyn sits on the blanket with her legs held against her chest. Before I can say anything, I hear her sobbing. This is something I don't know how to handle. Come on Erica thinking you dumb whit....
I slowly sit by her and awkwardly lift my hand to rub her back. After a while it became more natural for me to do. Okay Erica you can do this. See I can be nice.
She stops crying for a little bit and looks up at me. "Why are you doing this? You hate me. All I ever did was try and love you from a distance or be there when you needed someone. Even though you never knew it was me that was there. You still hate me. Everyone hates me. This is a ba-
"Stop Cyn.....I don't hate you" Looking down at my hands. " I love you more than you will ever know but I'm a coward and probably won't remember none of this by morning but neither will you. I'm sorry you almost got hurt but you are safe for the night. That's the only justification I can give you right okay" looking up at her with hope in my eyes that she don't leave. It's too dangerous.
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My fingers pressed down on sides as I feel her buddies down below urge for some attention and it feels good. She bites down slightly on my bottom lip causing both of us to moan. Her tongue invades my mouth as her Dicks rubs against my damped thongs. "Fuck Cyn...you are one blessed mother fucker" I mumbled against her mouth.
I heard her chuckled and she pulls back from the kiss. I look at her strange as she looks at me in my eyes. They are completely black now. I do not know If that is a good thing or bad thing. My mind is still in la la land. Before I know it, she pulls off her dress, showing all of her glory to me and it is glory. My eyes land on hard and long buddies. I want to rock her world but she is drunk and just got almost got raped. Even I'm not this low.
I rest my hands gently on waist as I look at her and knows she is hurting. "Cy
"Erica(Air- ruh- cuh)...please make me feel like I'm wanted, and not a freak that is an abomination on this earth. Can you make me forget the pain and at least let me be yours for the night? I understand you hate me. Use this at your advantage. I know what to do in the morning after this...I won't remember right?" She says with tears runing down her eyes.
To be continued....
Cyn's Point of View
I look at her and her eyes is telling the answer I get on the daily...She is just lying as always to make her feel good but I never chan
ged how I felt about her because this is her. I am stupid to accept and is stupid to even love her. I ask her one thing and she cant do it. That boy might as well should have took me since I get a no if I want to give it willingly.
I yank myself from her hold and grab my dress. "I don't want to hear it because I already know your answer." Putting back on my dress.
"Cy-
