Erica Point of View
Call me a jack ass but I don't give a damn. I could have outed her, made her feel like she isn't even human, and could have let her died but I didn't because of my damn conscious and unstable emotions for that broad! On my ma she really fucked up cause I lowkey had her back and she stabbed me in the back. I thought that he/she was smart. Turns out she is just blind as I thought. The funny part is that I was willing to change for about...2.5 seconds and she think she know It all, bet she had all the criteria and met the standards that was needed to present that project on her own. One F won't hurt my GPA. Right now all I'm worried is about to getting lit and loose because I feel like I got a stick up my ass for the first time.
"You look like the Grinch right now E" He said laughing. "I got something to put you in a Christmas mood" Holding up a bag filled with. My eyes grew wide and snatched the bag.
"Yo where is the dou-
I slam fifty in his hand, not giving a damn about how much I am supposed to get back, and went on my merry way with a grin on my face. Not like my mom and dad don't care if it's a plant I'm smoking right?💁🏿
Two hours later
I finally pull myself together to where I still stand but I'm in complete la la land. Fortunately I did make it to the party and it's litttttttt! Only if I could always feel this good. The halls are filled with smoke and I can smell the brow-
"Bro watch where the fuck you are going!" Screaming at the top of my lungs then walked off.
I don't care who it was because I can give a damn. I barely know any of this people and my supposed boyfriend ain't even here yet nor called me. Wait did he call? I dont know and I feel too good to care right now. This weed got my body making looove to me. Man what if meth is in me lol?! The plug loves me though and if it's new, that means that its something he grew and not bought. Nigga I got that exclusive. Luck Meeeeeeee!
I'm still smelling brownies but none ain't in sight and its pissing my stomach off, which is pissing me of-
Ooouuff!
I get up and rub my ass praying it's not damaged cause of some ass whole. "Damn nobody sober enough to be able to wa-
I look up to see who it is this time and it is cynthia not looking like the cynthia we know. She is dressed in a knee length dress, has a pair of leather navy blue boots on that goes amazing with her dress, hair pinned up in a bun, and is wearing very light make up. She looks amazing but her eyes aren't hers seemingly right.
" Erica why the fuck are you staring at me?! You want to try and rape me too? I do look like a man fantasy" She said laughing with the saddest humor I've ever heard.
I frowned and looked around and see some of her brothers but they are doing what guys do. Do they know their little sister is here? If my brother was still alive, he would have skinned all these people alive for doing such a thing. I try my best to regain my consciousness and grab her hand only for her to reject it. That hurts....
I look at her softly in her eyes as I grab her hand again as if she was a child. "I am going to take you somewhere safe. I promise I won't hurt you cyn." She looks like she is about to break as the smell of alcohol reeks on her. I bet she drunk the "fruit punch". She doesn't belong in a environment like this.
This time she does hold my grip and follows me upstairs. I can tell she is getting scared because she is starting to shake. I look up at the ceiling looking for an attic. Each house in this town has one and is the only place we never seem to care for since we all have basements besides apartments. I finally see a string hanging from the ceiling. Anywhere else i would be scared to go in a basement.
She looks at me strange as I open the attic door and I give her a shrug as I pull her up with me. When we do reach up into the attic, it wasn't what I expected. Their is blanket, candles, drinks, food, and etc like someone was planning something special for someone else up here. I shrug my shoulders and lock the attic door. I can tell that didn't sit well with Cyn.
"Chill Cyn...I just do not want anyone up here while we are up here and someone is planning to come up at here at some point apparently" Just looking around at the scenery.
Cyn sits on the blanket with her legs held against her chest. Before I can say anything, I hear her sobbing. This is something I don't know how to handle. Come on Erica thinking you dumb whit....
I slowly sit by her and awkwardly lift my hand to rub her back. After a while it became more natural for me to do. Okay Erica you can do this. See I can be nice.
She stops crying for a little bit and looks up at me. "Why are you doing this? You hate me. All I ever did was try and love you from a distance or be there when you needed someone. Even though you never knew it was me that was there. You still hate me. Everyone hates me. This is a ba-
"Stop Cyn.....I don't hate you" Looking down at my hands. " I love you more than you will ever know but I'm a coward and probably won't remember none of this by morning but neither will you. I'm sorry you almost got hurt but you are safe for the night. That's the only justification I can give you right okay" looking up at her with hope in my eyes that she don't leave. It's too dangerous.
"So tormenting me is the way she show that you love me. That means you are abusive to your boyfriend right? How can you live with yourself? This is far from justification because I'm drunk and locked in here with yo-
I pressed my lips against hers as hard as I could to show her I am not lying. She tries to pull away but I hold her close to me by her waist. Once she stopped trying to get a way, she pull her arms around my neck and reciprocate this kiss back. God her lips are so soft and I can smell the cherry vodka. It is my favorite drink. I lean back as her lips softly mounds mine causing me to moan and her body jolt out of nowhere causing her to jump back away from me.
"Why did yo-
"Why did you do that?! Just to toy with me so you can say I tried to fuck you! Haven't you ru-
I grabbed the back of her neck with my lips once again against her again and this time she does not fight it. She completely lays me down on my back and get in between my legs. So she likes to be on top huh? That's cute.
My fingers pressed down on sides as I feel her buddies down below urge for some attention and it feels good. She bites down slightly on my bottom lip causing both of us to moan. Her tongue invades my mouth as her Dicks rubs against my damped thongs. "Fuck Cyn...you are one blessed mother fucker" I mumbled against her mouth.
I heard her chuckled and she pulls back from the kiss. I look at her strange as she looks at me in my eyes. They are completely black now. I do not know If that is a good thing or bad thing. My mind is still in la la land. Before I know it, she pulls off her dress, showing all of her glory to me and it is glory. My eyes land on hard and long buddies. I want to rock her world but she is drunk and just got almost got raped. Even I'm not this low.
I rest my hands gently on waist as I look at her and knows she is hurting. "Cy
"Erica(Air- ruh- cuh)...please make me feel like I'm wanted, and not a freak that is an abomination on this earth. Can you make me forget the pain and at least let me be yours for the night? I understand you hate me. Use this at your advantage. I know what to do in the morning after this...I won't remember right?" She says with tears runing down her eyes.
I softly and lightly kiss her lips before resting my forehead against hers as I hold her hands. "Cyn...
To be continued...
what is Erica Gonna do?
Will cyn remember any of this?
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