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"I said no because they don't deserve that part of you and Neither do I. Plus I'm high and you are drunk."
I look but dont pull away from her as I try to stop sobbing and shaking. She holds me still and I don't get her motive for this. She could be lying. This wouldn't be a first.
" Let me go so I can go get som-
" Fine! Fucking take mine but it won't help you feel better and this would be rape as well. I rather you be safe with me than some other hoe. I wo-
I stopped her by holding my hand up and laugh. "You are gonna tell but it would be nice if you just told the truth once."
She looks away and sits down the blanket. I swear I saw a tear but hers are never real unless it has something to do with her.
" Can I at least make it special with the scenery and all?" She asks looking around.
" No then it would actually mean something and you will throw it away like gar-
"No I won't...I promise. I'm giving the chance make you feel something good with me and i can't just fuck you. I'm giving you your one night." Getting on her knees as she slips off her top.
I look at the door then her and sigh. Going against my feelings right now, I chose to stay with her because she asked and wants it to be special.
"Am I going to regret this?"
She looks up at me and says, "No"
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I don't want to do this but I can't let her just fuck someone else and she is drunk.
To be continued....
Erica Point of View
The next morning
Ugh! Why does the sun hurt so much? Did I drink last night?
I rub my eyes as I feel my body shiver. My arms hurts really bad to move. What the hell did I do?I look and see that I'm naked and all alerts went off in my head. I dont spot a condom though and I don't fuck without one. Maybe I just got high and stri-
"Who boobs are this big?!" Holding up a big ass bra that ain't even mine.
Did I fuck a girl? I am feeling really confused. All I know is that I got to go before my parents come home from their trip and check for me. I attempt to sit up and pain just shot through me like a bullet. Most importantly my pussy hurts. Fingers ain't that thick for it to hurt. " Oh God I need to think...please tell me I didn't get raped." Holding my knees against my chest.
Wait...someone did get raped last night..at least I think. Maybe it was me...What the fuck did I smoke?! This is some bullshit. These candles are lit and I know that is not safe and especially around me. I turn to seek for a mirror and found one behind me. Nigga my neck has been hit with a paintball gun. My body has been hit by a truck.
Erica, you got to remember! Concentrate before you go nuts here. I look around to see if I can remember and what is remember is me either going to door or me stopping someone to leave, I remember being laid down, and the last thing I can think of being kiss. Whoever lips they belong too, they were soft and smelled good. So I wasn't raped. So basically I had good sex and do not remember. Ain't that some bullshit. That's one fucked up one night stand cause that all it was since I can't remember who it is but my body isn't going through this if it wasn't bad. That means I have to get checked out. Fuck!
I eventually get up and do my walk of shame as I step over half dead bodies. Like I can't sleep on no damn floor drunk or not. This pathetic ass town sucks like hell and need someone to kick them with common sense. I do make to my car without running into my "boyfriend". Thank God because I dont need to hear his mouth. I just need rest and plenty of it.
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Cyn's Point of View
My legs feel like jello, head hurts, body feels like I've been hit by a trunk, and my Dicks are so hard that my stomach hurts. I do not remember what happened or how I even got into the position I was in this morning but all I knew is that I had to go. To be honest, I wanted to stay but I know she will just make me feel so low as a person than I am feeling already. Plus she could say I raped her or something because I fear that she is just that type of person no matter how much i love her. It sucks to love someone and they do not love you back or acknowledge you BUT it sucks more that you probably you lost your virginity to the one person you love and it ain't shit to them. My throat hurts from crying in the woods nearby the house.
I saw a couple of bruises on my shoulder and cried more cause she hurt me. They aren't sex bruises. More of abuse bruises. I mean I do have hickies bout everywhere on my body but there are a few bruises that has me questioning what really happened. The attic was romantically made for making love but my body and head is telling me other things. Did she rape me? Then these flashbacks keep going on in my head and I remember hands roughly on me and pinning me down. There are ones when I think I fucked some one cause my dick jump every time I remember someone mouth on lips but it also makes me uncomfortable. Why the fuck did I drink? I thought i had straight fruit punch.
After twenty minutes ofwalking and sobbing, I made it to my house and used my ladder to climb into my room window. Everyone is gone, so I'm good. I do turn the shower head and sit under it. The tears came as I shed my clothes. I couldn't even find my underwear.
Why did God put me through this? Am I really that much of an abomination? The one thing I had to myself is now possibly taken by force or a drunken mistake. I thought I was doing everything right even when everything wrong was around me.
I get up and start scrubbing my self to try to get the filth and disgust off of me as the memories of pain, pleasure, confusion, and sadness feel up my brain. I got out the shower, wrapped myself in towel, and just went silent once I laid on my bed. Nobody wont care how I feel at the end of the day and I got to take care of myself.
I truly am nobody.
To be continued.....
Will cyn tell anyone what is going on?
Will erica remember is was cyn she fucked before it is too late or she just dont care to remember?
What will happen to cyn if she cant get her memory together?
How will that night effect both of them?
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