Him and I

13.

She's awake

I go into the room and see Bella watching the news on the tv
"Hey" I say
"Hey" she says back

"How are you feeli-" She cut me off
"Why did you cheat on me" she says with a sad face
I sit down on the chair next to her

"Bella I really really regret what I did" I said
"Well why did you do it" she says about to cry

"I don't know honesty I was just being stupid I don't know what has gotten into me" I say truthfully

She just sits there saying nothing
"I'm so so so so sorry Bella you didn't deserve what I did to you"

"And now you tried to kill yourself cause of me" I realize
"Omg this is all my fault" I say

"Joey its f-" I cut her off
"No bella is not fine you almost died cause of me" I say freaking out

"I have to go your not safe around me" I say and exit the door and I hear Bella call my name and sniffle like she was crying

But I can't go back, I can't make her hurt herself again, she doesn't deserve me

I leave the hospital and go home
"Hey joey hows Bella?" My mom asks me

"She's doing fine now that I'm not around her" I whisper to myself the last part
"Ok good" she smiles

I go in my room and start crying
'I can't believe I did this to her' I say to myself

I keep crying until I cry myself to sleep

(A/n: sorry it's short)
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