Him and I

10.

Joey has been really distant recently. I'm little worried. He's not answering my text, calls, and whenever I see him at school he pretends I'm not there.

I see Sophia and her friend walking towards me.

"Hey Bella" soph says
"Hey sophia"
"Um Luna this is Bella, bella this is Luna" she introduces me to her
"Hi nice to meet you Luna" I smile at her

"Nice to meet you to Bella" she returns a smile
"Um hey Soph can we talk"I say

"Yeah sure, uh Luna I'll catch up with you later ok?" Soph says to Luna
Luna leaves and it's just me and Sophia

"Hey do you know why Joey is being so distant with me?" I ask soph
"No i don't" she says nervously

"Soph do you know something?" I ask suspicious
"Um no why would you say that hehe" she laughs nervously

"Mhm" i say sarcastically

DIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGG

"See you later soph" I wave
"Yeah uh bye" she says nervously

'Something is definitely up' I say to my self

I go in class and sit in my seat which is next to Joey
"Hey joe can we talk?"
"Uh yeah sure" he says

"Why have you been so distant?"
"What do you mean?" He ask
"What do I MEAN. Your the one that has been ignoring me" I say a little angry

He just says nothing
"Answer me joey, why are you ignoring me?" I say mad
"There's just been a lot going on ok?" He says annoyed

"What's going on Joey?" I ask curious
"I chea- never mind" he says
"Were you about to say you cheated?" I ask nervously

He didn't say anything
"Omg wow" I say trying to hold my tears back
I raise my hand
"Yes Bella" the teacher said

"Can i please use the restroom?" I say with watery eyes
She looked a little concerned
"Yeah go ahead" she says nicely

I walk to the restroom and go into a stall and slam the door and break down in tears
"Bella?" A familiar voice asked
"Yes?" I answer back

"It's soph are you ok?" She asks
"Uh yeah I'm fine" I get out he stall and wipe my tears

"Did he tell you?" She asks
"Did you know" I raise my voice
"Uhh" she hesitates

"Omg you knew he was cheating and you didn't tell me" I yell
"He told me not to tel-" I cut her off
"No save it" I yell
"I'm out" I run out he restroom and run home

I go in my bedroom and slam the door
How could he cheat on me
Was I not good enough?
And not just that my best friend knew about and didn't tell me

I start screaming and crying and throwing stuff
I go to the bathroom and grab a blade
I actually did use to cut myself but then I stopped and made a promise to myself I will never do it again

I cut my wrist 8 times and same with the other wrist
I keep crying and crying until I just see black

                                  Joeys p.o.v
Yes I did cheat on Bella
I don't know why I did. Bella is such an amazing girl
I really hurt her and I regret so much

Schools over and I see Sophia
"Hey" I walk up to her
"Hey asshole" she says mad

"Woah ouch" I say
"You made me loose my best friend" she says with watery eyes
"Huh what did I do?" I question

"Bella found out that I knew that you were cheating and now she's not talking to me" a tear falls down her cheek

"Oh I'm I'm so so so sorry I'm gonna try my best for her to forgive me" I say

I get in my car and drive to her house
*knock knock*
No answer.

I look under the welcome mat and grab the key
I go into the house
"Bella" I yell
No answer.

"Bella I'm sorry" I yell
I go upstairs and walk into her room
She wasn't in there
I go in her bathroom and...