here goes nothing~ ill give you guys 20 facts about me to start things off
first written- may, 2019
1. my birthday is on January 2, so im a Capricorn and my birthstone is a garnet
2. my eye color is brown along with my hair
3. I have a couple of nicknames: natsu (in my small friend group) kuro (on Wattpad and its my artist name) mikaela-senpai (my weird anime friend calls me that since im a year older)
4. my favorite color is tied between red, silver, black and neon-dark green (yes that is a color)
5. My favorite place is my house, specifically my room, on my desk
6. I love cats and basically any other animal
7. Bands that I'm into: MCR, twenty one pilots, starset and imagine dragons
8. I love anime and manga
9. Cosplaying, drawing and writing are my passions
10. My sexuality is demisexual but I'm still really confused about it
11. I was verbally abused though elementary school
12. I'm 14 years old and in 7th grade
13. I have a really low self-esteem, not sure about depression-I've never been tested, self hate and suicidal thoughts
(I'll be more elaborate in another chapter)14. I have an OC called Akira, might tell you guys more in another chapter as well
15. I'm an introvert and have social anxiety
16. I don't really like looking like a girl
17. Hate math with a passion -_-
18. I love my friends, they've helped me alot~ especially my best friend gaby
19. Middle school is a living hell for me sometimes
20. My family consists of my mom, my dad, my older sister and pets
~.....well that's 20 facts about me.....~
edited: Jan- 11- 2021 (Todoroki's birthday lol)
1. my names mikaela or just mika is fine, im 16 as of 9 days of this edit (aka Jan 2)
2. i have red highlights now, but still mostly brown
3. new nick names: kuro still, mika, son, etc (I don't have many anymore)
4. i have only 3 close friends, 2 regular friends, I lost the rest of them
5. i started therapy in 2020, but stopped because of the pandemic during the middle of it
6. im still not diagnosed for any mental illnesses or disorders, but still struggling
7.started dating a girl named naty
8. still don't leave the house much (be living like CORPSE)
9. still love anime, manga, cosplay and drawing
10. hate myself more than ever
11. came out as demi/ ace, non-binary too though im questioning that. parents are supportive though
12. in my first year of highschool, fucking sucks
13. still have akira, call her aki more now and developed her a lot. he's my biggest comfort.
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got lazy, ill continue this later

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self therapy
RandomI just wanted to make this for me, and for others who might've gone through similar things to me to be able to tell they're stories too. this is like a safe place since Wattpad has been a safe place for me for years.