BTS 8th Member?// BTS FF✓ #Wattys2019

Chapter 4

Y/N's POV

"Hey" Jimin Oppa started the conversation. I don't know how he can get out so quickly after their practice.

"....Hi?...." at that moment I seriously don't know how to reply to him. My mind was blank and my whole body just froze at that spot. I don't know why he called me and why he wants to talk to me. I don't know what to expect.

"Y/N, I know you heard our conversation and I know you were there when we were practising. I want to tell you the truth. Come follow me to that room" he pointed to the lounge room and lead the way. I follow him like a duckling following its mom. In my head, I keep on asking myself 'what truth?'

When we reach he take a sit on the couch. I sit beside him but left a gap that is big enough to let another person sit. It is awkward being in a room with him alone. 

"Well Y/N, I hope whatever you heard does not hurt you. I don't know if you have any feelings for any of us but I am sure that one of the boys have a deep feeling toward you. You debuting as part of us is great and we can't wait for that but Bang pdnim rule made him very sad and depressed. You might probably know who I am talking about but let's just pretend you don't know who. He won't be happy if I tell you about this. He really loves you and he want you to be his and that is why he said what he said just now" I am just lack of words to reply him. He looks at me when I didn't reply to him anything. I am just looking at him processing what he said. Yes, I know who he is referring to and what he is talking about but this is just making me regret accepting that offer to debut with them. It is not because I love Jungkook and want to be with him but I am afraid that they won't accept me in their group although they say the other way round.

"Oppa, I know I shouldn't have appeared in BTS' lives and I guess what he said was right. He doesn't want me to debut as part of you guys and I guess I will tell pdnim that I decided not to tomorrow. I made this decision not because I want to be together with Jungkook Oppa or love him but I have other reasons and I hope BTS will rise and be more well known without me in the group-" he cut me off when I finally say something.

"No Y/N that is not what I mean. I want you to be part of us and I know why you make that decision. You are afraid that we don't welcome you as part of us right? That is wrong we will definitely welcome you as part of us. I think it is better if we talk with the rest of the members and clear things up. I really don't want you to think negatively after hearing what he said. Let me just call the rest of them, you wait here for a second alright?" He got up even before I manage to reply to him. He went to the corner of the room and called one of his members. I am just sitting here thinking of what will happen now. I mean really I am starting to not want to join the group after hearing what Jungkook said. I don't know what to do now...

The other boys come in the room 5 minutes later. We are now sitting in a circle. Jimin told them everything that I said to him.

"Y/N, I am sorry that I said that to you but well I am guessing that you heard what I said base on what Jimin Hyung told us. I am going to confess to you and say that I really love you and I just can't stop this feeling that I am having towards you" Jungkook Oppa suddenly confess in front of his members. I am literally just speechless. I do like and love him but only as a bias. Well for now and I don't see him more than just a bias.

"Oppa, I made my decision to back out from joining you guys. It is not because of what Jungkook Oppa said earlier but I am afraid that ARMYs will hate on me when I join you. I am a girl and you guys are a boy group. This is just not the way it is. I am not supposed to debut as a singer anyway, I am an actress and I decide to stay as an actress-"

"Y/N, you have no choice and I can assure you that ARMYs are happy with you joining us. The news of you joining us are everywhere now and from the comments, I read it is all positive and they are saying that they can't wait for you to join us. It might be awkward but we will work things out and I want to welcome you officially in our group" Namjoon Oppa cut me off. I am utterly shocked that ARMYs are giving positive comments about me joining them. Well, now I am thinking how I am going to work with Jungkook without getting awkward. I mean I just so-called reject him right?

"Okay, I guess I have no choice now and thank you for accepting me to be part of you guys. I will try to work hard and make ARMYs happy like what you guys have been doing" I give them a genuine smile but it faded in a split second after that. I feel awkward knowing that Jungkook is staring at me all the time. I just hope everything will be okay after a while...

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Author's Note:

This chapter is boring since it is mainly just conversations and not much actions. Sorry for the boring chapter...

I apologise if there are any grammatical or typo errors.