BTS 8th Member?// BTS FF✓ #Wattys2019

Chapter 20

Y/N's POV 

It has been a month of promoting our debut and so far we receive a lot of positive feedback and support. Today is going to be the last day of us performing in the music show. We are ready to go on stage to perform our title track for the last time. 

"Okay girls this will be our last performance so let's do our best alright?" I put my hand in the middle to do our cheer before going upstage. One by one the girls put their hand above one another. 

"BTY!" I announce the start of our cheer. The other girls all look at one another to give their support by eye contact. 

"Hwaiting!!" we cheered together while pushing our hands down. I took a deep breath before going up to the stage to go to our starting position. I always have this habit of not putting one of my in-ear before I go on stage and would only wear it when I am in position. I love hearing the cheers of our fans and their screaming. It gives me the motivation to perform the song knowing that they love it. 

After we end our performance, we go back to the dressing room to rest before the ending part of the music show. So far we have not been nominated for first place in music shows but today on our last day we are nominated to be in the first place.  

When we reach back the dressing room, we are surprised by the boys. All of them are there waiting for us. I am actually shocked that they are there. I mean this morning when I texted Jungkook, he said that they will be busy today.

"I thought you say you are busy at the studio today?" that is the first thing I say when I see him there with the other boys. 

"Well, I said I am busy but I didn't state what I was busy with. Why did you assume that I will be at the studio Baby?" he gives me that smirk he always gives when he knows that I can't answer back. I just sigh in reply instead since I really can't answer him back. 

He suddenly stands up and pulls me out of the dressing room leaving the girls and his hyungs. He pulls me to a quiet corner where nobody can see or hear us. His expression changes into a serious one as soon as we stop at a corner. 

"Y/N, I have to tell you something..." he starts in a low voice. My mind starts to think negatively. Usually, when his expression is serious, he is going to say something bad. 'Are we going to break up?' That is the only question that is in my mind right now. I don't know why I am suddenly thinking of this question. I hope it is not going to happen. I mean we are okay and not even fighting or arguing. Everything is well except for the fact that we are not spending much time with each other due to our busy schedules. 

"I still have to go back on stage for the ending. Can you tell me later?" I ask him back trying to avoid what he wants to say for now. I don't want my mood to be ruin by whatever he is going to say. 

"Okay Jagi...Take my car later alright? I will tell you then..." He states slowly and walks back to the dressing room while holding my hand tightly. My heart is really feeling uneasy right now and my mind is everywhere thinking all the negative things that he might say later on. 

As soon as Jungkook and I reach back the dressing room I was informed that it is time to go back for the ending stage for the announcement for the first place.  The girls and I made our way back to the stage. I clear my mind and try to not think about any negative thoughts for the ending stage. 

"Now let's see who will be the first for this week" The MC announce and the screen shows the breakdowns before slowly totaling up the results. I am nervous for the results but excited at the same time. The screen suddenly shows our group name and confetti pop making me jump a little. 

"CONGRATULATION Bangtan Yeojadan!!!!" the MCs wish us congrats and hand us the trophy and flowers. I took the trophy and the mic to say our thank yous.