Y/N's POV
Their promotion has ended and it means that filming of the new music video for their next comeback is coming. It isn't coming to be honest it is already here. Today, I am going to be officially part of them after this. I still can't believe that this is the reality. From being an actress who fangirls over them to being part of them. This is every single ARMYs' dream, right? Sorry people but I am the one that is chosen.
Suddenly out of nowhere, No More Dream played in my room. 'Who turn on my DVD Player' I thought and went to check but it is off. The song stops but a few minutes later it is playing again but the same verse. It is coming from my room and I went to my room just to find out that it was my phone's ring tone. I am so silly hahaha. I literally put that as my ring tone but I forgot about it.
"Hello?" I answer the call but wasn't sure who since I didn't look at the caller ID.
"Yah Y/N! Don't you know how to pick up your phone? Hurry up and come down now, you are late for your shoot today" I know this voice so well. It is none other than my manager.
"Nae arraseoyo Oppa" I hang up after that and rush to get my things.
In the car, Junki Oppa keeps on nagging on how slow I am and I should be more punctual next time. Well, let me tell you, first of all, I woke up super early today and got ready on time but this manager of mine is the one who was late to pick me up. Second of all, this manager of mine is the one who drives so slow that makes us late always on my shoot. Now he is blaming me? Shouldn't it be him blaming himself? But no matter what I couldn't fight back since he is older and if I do answer him back it will just mean I will get another round of nagging from him. Even my mom is not as naggy as he is.
After I don't know how long we finally reach the set. Lucky for me that I did my make up on my own and I just have to change my outfit. It is my first time filming a music video as an idol and I am really blur. It might sound easy but seriously filming a music video as an idol is hard work. We have to lip-sing the song and it has to look as if we are really singing it while acting out. Some parts, we have to sing and dance but that is easier since it is technically how it is on stage. I am glad I trained for it a while to increase my stamina and how to control my tiredness when performing.
Here I am sitting in the rest area feeling super drained. This is the most tiring day ever. How am I supposed to get used to this? Most importantly how can the boys still play around after all those filming?
I am just glad that one music video is done but we still have another music video to film. I heard that the other one is easier since the concept is the boys chasing a girl but the girl is only giving clues who is the one she is choosing. I have to sing but only for a small part since I don't have many lines in that song.
Finally, after several cuts and takes, we are done with the second shoot. All we have to do now is to prepare for our stage that is happening in a few weeks time. I practice all night long to make my steps right. Some steps are easy but some are not. My hobby is dancing therefore it kind of help me to memories the steps. I learn the steps of other groups choreo in the past easily so this is not a big deal to me but making it perfect is something very big to me. Being a perfectionist in every single thing is making me go insane. Whenever I dance and look at myself in the mirror I will see imperfections. That makes me always try to work harder.
{A month has pass}
Everything is chaotic in the backstage. I am getting more nervous when every minute pass. In less than 15 minutes I am going to perform. I made my debut when the music video was released yesterday night. Now it is the time I am going to perform together with the boys.
My hands are cold and I am shivering from the nervousness. I try to calm myself down by rubbing both of my hands together and make my breathing stable but hearing the clock ticking just make me feel more nervous.
'What if I make a mistake on stage?', 'What if I get booed while I am performing?', 'What if I have a wardrobe malfunction?' Many 'What ifs' are running in my head now.
"Hey don't be nervous okay? Everything will be fine and I have seen you practice so much to make your move perfect. Don't pressure yourself too much alright?" Jungkook took my hand and caress it softly. It helps to be honest to feel his soft touch.
"Thank you, Oppa" I smile.
"Okay, guys it is your turn now," Manager Sejin told us from the door frame.
"This is it Babe" Jungkook whisper in my ear and I took a deep breath before standing up.
We did our hwaiting and went on stage to get into our position. We are only performing one song which is Danger. The other music video is another single from the same album but it is not released yet.
(A/N: Imagine yourself in the video performing as part of them. Your position in the group is Vocalist and Sub-rapper. Therefore, I will let you guys choose which part is the part you will sing/rap)
Our performance ended and I could say that it is a successful one. I didn't do any mistake which was good I guess and I had fun on stage. Seeing ARMYs cheering and looking please really warms my heart and boost my confidence just now.
"Well done boys and Y/N you look fantastic I am proud of you," Namjoon Oppa told us and I smile shyly when he complimented. I bow down to him while mouthed a 'thank you Oppa' to him.
Later that night I am in my dorm alone since I live alone anyways in the dorm. I scroll through my social medias and came across a few tweets that states; 'Wow she is so pretty 0.0 Who is she though? A new member?', 'Damn Big Hit just added a female member to BTS', 'She is wrecking my bias now GOD HELP'.
"This can't be true. I mean how can ARMYs be so supportive of this?" I question myself.
"This will only last for a short while, once they know that I am dating Jungkook they will totally hate me after this and want me to leave the group," I say to myself knowing that many fans start to hate the guy/girl that their idol is dating. This will definitely happen to me soon when pdnim find out and release a statement about Jungkook and I.
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Author's Note:
Heyyo! How is it going so far?
An update because I manage to attain good grades for my O levels and also eligible to go to the course I want in polytechnic :)
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