i can't break these walls. i just can't. i'm trying to but the more i try the less it works. i'm giving my all but it's still not enough. i'm not enough. i need help. i'm breaking and there is no one to fix me. everybody's standing around and watching me cry but there's not even one of them caring enough to hold me, to give me shelter. i want to scream, i want to shout but i can't. my mouth keeps shut. loneliness envelops me in an unbearable silence and there's no chance to escape. and again these walls come closer trying to crush, trying to lure the last breath out of me. seems like i'm screwing it up like i always do. but at least i tried, right?
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Poetry[diese tage sind die schlimmsten das leid, das ich an ihnen empfinde, fühlt sich wie mein lebendiger tod an ich kann ihn sogar sehen, meinen tod, aber aufhalten kann ich ihn nicht es ist so, als könnte ich genau fühlen, wie ich innerlich sterbe und...
