explaining how you feel is the hardest
but the most important too
it will take time and you will struggle
but you are going to be free after that
the pressure on your chest is going to leave your body
you will be able to breathe again
at least that's what people say
that it's getting better
i said that too
i don't know if it's true
it didn't work for me
i explained to so many people
nobody understood
and i'm tired of trying to explain
i think people don't even want to understand
i don't know what they want
but not even my closest friends and family were able to get what i told them
they hear what i say
but i don't think that they really listen to the words that come out of my mouth
maybe they don't want to listen
because it's hard to accept that someone you love has those terrible feelings
i wish they would understand
but they don't
so explaining was exhausting
and it still is
i don't believe that it's worth the effort
so i think i will keep it all to myself again
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Poetry[diese tage sind die schlimmsten das leid, das ich an ihnen empfinde, fühlt sich wie mein lebendiger tod an ich kann ihn sogar sehen, meinen tod, aber aufhalten kann ich ihn nicht es ist so, als könnte ich genau fühlen, wie ich innerlich sterbe und...
