remember that bullies dont cry

Chapter 14.How could you choose them over...me?

Maddys p.o.v

I talked to michael over the past days telling him that I wanna be with him.

he said ok but I told him, its going to have to wait until he dumps that slut he calls a girlfriend now and people see we are getting used to eachother and that he isnt bullying me. he said he'll wait for me as long as it takes cause that break up was harsh.

*FLASHBACK*

"Michael? can I talk to you?"

I was really nervous to tell him cause I knew he might not feel the same.

he came into my room...

"yeah, what's up"

I gulped

here goes nothing.

"so...I..kinda, maybe Sorta have feelings for someone, but I kinda sorta wanna wait because I dont know if he'll like me back".

I started shuffling with my hands

his face started turning red and his jaw clenched tightening.

"Maddy, you just got out of a bad relationship, why the fuck are you now just going on eharmony?, im just saying if I were you I would wait till your comfortable"

"good" I looked up.

"good?" his jaw loosened a little bit more.

"m-michael I, I I wanna be with you"

his jaw loosened all the way and a smile formed.

"oh my god, I wanna be with you too madds, I love you so much!"

"but-" I added

his face went blank

"um, well mikey, we have to wait until you dump rebecca and I get comfortable around... Luke, ash and cal".

he nodded

I hugged him tightly

"oh thank you michael, so much"

I looked at him and we looked into eachothers eyes...I mean what do you expect we just looked, hell no next thing you know im kissing him.

"Michael, I love you"

"maddy, I love you more and ill wait as long as it takes for you to get comfortable just so we can be together"

*END OF FLASHBACK*

We went back to school and immediately we got glares.

oh shit I just walked in with Michael.

he looked at me, sighed and looked the other way heading to the dicks he calls friends.

I went to my locker...as usual and remembered

THE PROJECT!

I ran over to michael, luke, calum and Ashton of course not thinking.

"whats up bitch" calum laughed

I turned to michael who tried looking away as quickly as possible, trying to avoid any eye contact.

"Michael can I talk to you, its about the project?"

he cracked my heart..

"you fuckin slut get out of here, it's bad enough I had to spend a week with your ass, and I know you and mr.charming Broke it off but as you can see I really don't give a fuck i told you What you had to do in order for the project so there is nothing to ask me about I know you just wanna get in my pants , leave before i smash you against the lockers".

the last words that came out of my mouth..."I hate you michael Clifford"

I ran down the hall way, and somewhere I pulled out 3 quarters and waited for the bus.

it was us, me, him... now it's me, and nothing. .

the bus came and I sat down, I dont know where im going but I know it's far away from everyone... no one will stop me.

everyone turned their backs on me and honestly I love it cause...im free and I dont need Michael.