remember that bullies dont cry

Chapter 1. Never let your guard down.

Maddy's p.o.v

Beep, beep, beep, bee-

"Uhhh shut the fuck up".

I wiped away the crashed parts of the alarm clock off my hand.

I rolled off my bed and stretched...

"yay school"

*note the sarcasm*

forget school I hate school, its the worst possible place in the world, I bet jails better, at least it wouldnt have the 4 most idiotic boys ever I hope.

I looked in the mirror and studied my facial features... man I am ugly.

I trudged myself to the closet and pulled out my usual...

washed out skinny jeans, a white tank top that says "emblem3" on it and my blue converse.

I put my blue blink182 hoodie over me and brushed my hair, it was natural curls so I left it down, I grabbed my black beanie and my back pack, I slung my backpack over my shoulder and went down the stairs.

I didnt bother to put makeup on because my mom says I have thick eye lashes already besides I the fact I was just to lazy.

"Hey mom im jettin out"

she looked at me and smiled.

"ok sweet heart, ill be working late tonight so just dont expect me home".

"ok"I said grabbing a granola bar and heading out.

(sorry that was so quick)

----------------At School---------------------

We still had about 5-7 minutes until school officially started and we headed to class.

I went to my locker like usual, scared, traumatised...

as soon as I got to my locker I buried my face in because I didnt want them to see me...but of course they had to.

I closed my locker with all my books and started walking.

suddenly my books fell out of my hands unexpectedly.

I bend down to pick them up and I look up to see ashton, luke calum and worst of all Michael...Michael Clifford lauphing. laughing at me in their deep Aussie accent laughes.. he and the rest of them are such  douche bags

although Im so shy

I speak my mind, inside...my...mind.

Ok,ok whatever I'm shy so what and I don't talk very much at school.

"hey let me help you"

luke said bending down to help.

I smiled "thank you lu-"

was all I had time to say before he threw my books, tossing them down the hallway, almost all the kids laughing.

he started cackling up laughing and so the rest of them did.

I got up and tried to gather books,trying to fight back the stupid insults.

I felt a rush of air swiftly hit my back, I realized im falling.

I see that calum put his foot out as soon as I tried to walk forward.

its ok this always happens... the same way every time, and I always end up falling for it, but the worst is always the last cause thats when Michael gets ahold of me.

I look around to see so many students lauphing, its overwhelming, a tear trickles down my cheek..

"ha is the baby slut gonna cry?"

Michael spat

"ash, help her up... for real".

he smirked, Ashton grinned and held his hand towards me.

I took it and he started lifting me up but half way, he dropped me and I fell on my butt again.

why did they have to do this to me.

people were now videotaping this

I got up but hit the lockers as Michael pushed me against them with all the force he had.

it stung, the pain stung so bad and it didn't stop, I started to fall on the floor but was caught between Michael and his arm forced up against my neck.

"what's up bitch"

he smirked..

the whole hallway had thier phones out, and recording the maddness.

I pushed my head to the side and closed my eyes in fear, im so scared of Michael, but yet I've always seemed to care about him in some way.

"p-please Michael-let me-g-go".

I said gasping for air.

"not until you answer my question, you stupid bitch".

"im f-fine, now p-please Michael-let -m-me go".

he pushed his arm against my neck again but then let go.

I fell to the ground gasping for air.

2 minute warning, children, 2 minute warning.

the intercom shouted

students started scrambling to their classes including luke, calum and Ashton.

"aye mate, we'll see you later".

and the crew left....except for Michael.

he still stood there in front of me looking at me while I was trying to catch my breath.

I got up and he said

"Walk with me to class".

I just nodded and quickly grabbed my books heading of with him in the direction of the same class.

he was really cute with his brown hair and red highlights,he changes his hair practically every day but kept this for the longest.

it works for him , his eyes are gorgeous and he's super tall, just like Luke, calum and Ashton.

He looked at me and smiled, not an evil smile but a nice smile showing he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. Or so I thought?

I smiled back as we got into class.

he sat behind me in class.

I felt that same woosh that I did when calum tripped me and I fell.. again, this time michael tripped me...

just my luck, my books went flying everywhere and I almost fell face first on the floor good thing I caught myself.

I stood up and looked at all the kids who were lauphing..

the teacher wasnt in the classroom and everyone was laughing thier asses off.

more tears trickled down my face.

I quickly grabbed my books and tried to sit down but fell on my ass again What the hell there was a chair there.

Michael pulled it out from under me and I heard everyones lauphter screech higher as they saw my face..

I wiped my tears and had a feeling I've never felt before Rage!!

my blood was boiling and I dont know what got into me.

I slapped him leaving a red print on his face.

"HOW DO YOU LIKE BEING HURT FUCKER!!".

I screamed..

oh great, im gonna regret that.