The three boys walked all the way to the park. Jisung and Felix got on the swings while Minho watched.
He could tell Felix was bottling away his feelings again. But he also knew he wouldn't open up in front of Jisung. But Minho thought maybe he could figure something out.
After a while, the three walked back to the house. Felix sat in the window waiting. There was no way Changbin would just leave him, he thought.
After three hours and 12 food offers from Minho and Jisung. The boy began crying again. Every car made him look.
But Changbin never came.
Once the boy finally fell asleep, Jisung carried him upstairs. He tucked him in and stepped into the hall. He waited with Minho hoping Changbin would come for the sake of Felix.
When his friend never arrived, he sent Minho home with a kiss and went to bed.
In the morning he found his closet had been raided and his shower in use. When Felix got out of the shower his eyes looked beyond tired. But he was also hyper.
He kept following Jisung around begging to leave early for school. Jisung finally caved after the boy ate a decent breakfast. Jisung got a shower and got dressed.
As Jisung stepped out of the bathroom he noticed Felix sitting up against the headboard. He walked over but the boy was out cold. He moved Felix down tucking him in.
Felix slept all morning. When he woke up he was mad at the boy snuggling him. He couldn't stay mad long though as the boy explained immediately that Changbin wasn't even at the school.
Felix pouted and Jisung took the boy to the kitchen making lunch. After awhile Felix laid in the guest bed. That's where he stayed for the next three days.
Jisung gave up and dragged Felix by his feet off the bed. Once on the floor, the boy wouldn't move. Jisung called Seungmin and Jeongin.
The two were in there but the best they could do was get the boy off the floor and sitting up. Jisung called Changbin.
"Are you busy?"
"No" Changbin replied.
"Come over"
"I can't come over."
"Felix went to Minho's, please come over."
"Fine."
Jisung got Felix up and dragged him downstairs. He set Felix in the living room asking him for a favor.
"Can you just pay for the pizza when he knocks on the door?"
Felix nodded waiting patiently. Jisung ran upstairs turning on the water and Looking out the window. He watched and Minho watched from his car across the road.
He heard Felix open the door. The boy held the money out before realizing who he was looking at. Felix felt the tears well up in his eyes and he sniffled.
Changbin turned away, he went to step away but he felt a small hand grab his own.
"Changbinnie please don't leave me again" the older turned around, he had tears streaming down his cheeks as well.
Felix hugged the older sobbing into his neck. Changbin held onto Felix tightly. The older didn't plan to stay long just long enough to explain a little.
Changbin explained that his family didn't know and he didn't want them to know yet. He said that Felix could come back the minute his family left. Changbin held Felix's hand.
The older laid his head on the younger. Felix looked at Changbin. He reached over shaking Changbin's shoulder.
"Binnie, wake up, you can't stay."
"Why not?" The older mumbled.
"Your parents" Changbin stood up.
"I changed my mind, I'm gonna stay, besides they like Jisung." Changbin dropped his jacket dragging Felix to the guest room.
Changbin flopped on the bed and Felix smelled his shirt. He cringed getting some of Jisung's clothes.
"I'm gonna shower" before he could retreat to the shower Changbin pulled him back.
Changbin kissed Felix's cheek ruffling his hair. He looked at the younger.
"Please don't be too long."
The younger walked to the bathroom flustered. He closed and locked the door. He looked in the mirror absolutely disgusted with his appearance.
He got in scrubbing until he was certain the dirt was washed away. He shampooed and conditioned twice to be safe. He got out putting pajamas on.
He walked back to the room with a towel. He walked to the desk brushing his hair. He noticed Changbin staring at him. He turned to look at the older.
"Yes?" Changbin walked across the room and hugged Felix.
"You're so beautiful" Felix turned his head away.
Changbin gently turned Felix's head towards him. Felix looked into Changbin's eyes. The older leaned in shrinking the space between the two.
"Binnie" Felix pulled away before Changbin got too close.
The older was disappointed but he knew why Felix wouldn't let him. He knew he'd broke Felix's trust. He pulled the younger back, close to him. Felix's stomach grumbled. Changbin chuckled holding Felix's hand.
"May I take you to get dinner?" Felix smiled nodding.
They held hands all the way down the stairs. The two got their shoes on and Changbin held Felix's hand opening the door. The minute they stepped onto the porch Felix let go of Changbin. Once in the car, Felix held his hand.
"Are you embarrassed to hold my hand outside?" Felix shook his head and looked into Changbin's eyes.
"Then why won't you hold my hand?"
"Because what if someone sees, then your parents find out, we could get separated." Felix felt the tears in his eyes threatening to spill.
"Lixeu I'm sorry. I promise nothing will keep us separated, I won't leave you like I did before" he held the boy kissing his head.
"It's okay Lixeu I'll be here for you okay?"
Changbin looked into Felix's eyes. He started the car and held the boy's hand.
"Now, let's go get you some food before you dissolve into thin air."
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Falling ♡ Changlix
FanfictionIn which Felix is madly in love with Seo Changbin. But the latter just wants nothing to do with him. Well he wants one thing. Seo Changbin wants to hurt Lee Felix. Only because he's afraid to love him. How much can Felix handle before he breaks? (Th...
