Heartbreaker

Chapter 6

Alex's POV

"You," he said. "I can't stop thinking about you."
My heart started beating faster. Why does he have to say shit like that? Why do I have to react like this? I didn't say anything instead I turned to look out my window.
I didn't realize I fell asleep until I felt Mason pick me up from the seat. It felt so nice being in his arm. He walked us into the house and straight up to his bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and I faked that I was sleeping. I felt his lips touch my forehead then he walked away. I opened my eyes to find where he went when I seen him coming out of the bathroom completely naked. I swallowed the lump I felt in my throat. Goddamn he's sexy as hell. His eyes widened for a second then he smirked.
"If you don't stop checking me out I'm gonna fuck you into oblivion," he said chuckling.
I felt my cheeks go red as I snapped my eyes down to my lap.
"I didn't mean to," I said embarrassed.
"Oh fire," he said walking over to me. " you can look at me whenever you want."
"Why are you naked?" I asked when he was right in front of me. I didn't dare to look up because I would be looking right at his dick and I dont think I could stop myself from touching.
"I was about to get a shower," he said touching my chin and pulling my face up to look into his eyes. "Do you wanna join?"
"No," I said. "I don't have clothes."
"You can wear mine," he said.
"I'll wear your clothing but I would prefer to shower alone," I said; I didn't trust myself.
"Okay your lost," he said turning around and going back in his closet to get his clothing.
He came back out and looked at me.
"You can take a shower in my bathroom I'll go down the hall," he said then walked out.
I got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom then got undressed and hopped into the shower. I loved his shower it was a huge walk in with enough room for 10 people. The floor was black marble and walls were black tile. There was one huge shower head on the ceiling that covered the whole shower then a bunch of jets along the two walls. The other two walls were clear glass. There was a white bench that wrapped along the tiled wall. I closed my eyes under the hot water and relaxed. The water pressure was amazing I looked at the dial on the wall. It had so many settings it was crazy. Then there was a dial that had different colors on it. Curiosity got the best of me I had to see what it did. I turned the dial to blue, my favorite color, and looked amazed when the whole shower lit up blue and the bathroom lights dimmed. Damn this shit is so cool.
I kept playing with the dial wanting to see every color when the bathroom door opened. I didn't know what to do so I sat down on the bench and covered my breast.
"Hey I'm naked in here," I snapped throwing daggers at mason with my eyes.
"I know, fire," he said with a chuckle holding up a shirt and boxers. "I brought you something to wear."
"Oh I forgot," I said. "Thank you can you set it on the sink?"
He stood there in just boxers with a smirk on his face and his wet hair dripping down on his delicious abs.
"Where's the fun in that?" He asked.
"Mason," I snapped. "If you don't get your ass out of this bathroom I swear to God."
He chuckled and placed my clothing on the sink like I asked then walked out closing the door behind him. I sighed. I felt a mixture of irritation and disappointment. I don't understand how he gets to me so easily.
I finished up my shower quickly washing my hair and body. I got out and put his clothes on. The plain white shirt fit like a dress landing a couple inches above my knees. The boxers surprisingly landed right where the shirt ended. How the hell is his boxers this small?
I walked out of the bathroom and spotted him laying in bed on his phone. When the door opened he looked up at me and smiled. His eyes traveled down and landed on my breast. His eyes didn't move and so I looked down and seen why. My nipples were poking out; not only could you see the outline but you could see the color too. They were also really hard from the temperature change. I couldn't help but blush. Instead of rushing to change I just said fuck it. He seen this before anyways. Besides I know this isn't his first rodeo.
"You're acting like you've never seen nipples before," I said with a chuckle getting into bed next to him.
He pulled me under the blankets with him and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me up against his chest our faces inches apart.
"I have but not yours," he said licking his lips. "You always seem to amaze me."
"Yeah right," I said pushing away.
"You do," he said holding me tighter. " I wanna know more about you."
Why did I get the sense that he never said that to a girl before and meant it? he smiled at me expectantly.
"What do you wanna know?" I asked; I can't say too much. It's one of my rules not to let any of the guys in.
"Everything," he said. "What was your childhood like?"
"Okay, it was just my mom and I," I said.
"Where was your dad?"
"No clue he left when I was little. My mom has horrible taste in men," I said rolling my eyes.
It was true; it seemed like she always attracted assholes. They all lied and cheated hell some even beat her. The worse one was Pizza Joe. He worked late nights at dominos delivering and that's how they met. I thought he was a great guy and even joked with him; I always called him pizza joe knowing he hated it. Then one night he got drunk and came into my room. I was 14 at the time and I thought he wanted to tell me something but I was so wrong. That was the night my innocence was taken and also the night my hatred for men started.
"Fire, are you okay?" Mason asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Yeah I'm fine," I said forcing a smile. It still hurts thinking about it. What hurt worse was the fact that my mom didn't care and told me I should lock my door and stop being such a dumbass. She blamed me for destroying her relationship because after that he didn't come around anymore.
"You dont look it," he said with a concerned expression.
"My mom has a tendency of choosing men over me," I found myself revealing.
"That's fucked up," he said frowning. "and somehow you still managed to become such a beautiful, strong, independent woman."
"Took a lot," I said bitting my lip. "That wasn't even the worse part."
"What else happened baby?" He asked looking me deep in the eyes with so much worry and pain.
"The one guy raped me and she blamed me for it," I blurted out. I didn't mean to but it was like word vomit. I thought I would regret it but it felt right telling him even though he's the only person I've ever told besides my mother.
I seen his expression harden and he clenched his jaw. Did I say something wrong? I shouldn't have told him.
"What about you?" I said trying to change the subject. "What was your childhood like?"
It took a couple minutes for him to relax. When his face softened he finally responded.
"My mom died when I was 4 after having my baby sister. She lost too much blood and they couldn't save her. My dad never was the same afterwards."
" I'm sorry that's awful," I said feeling tightness in my chest.
"It was a long time ago I don't even remember her. My sister had a harder time; she blamed herself for the longest time."
"She's better now?"
"Yeah, she actually helps me run the family business," he said with a smile.
"What is the family business?"
"We created  Johnson's grill," he said smiling down at me.
"Really? That's awesome! Isn't it a chain restaurant?"
"Yeah, we've been expanding all across the country," he said.
"Wow so you're rich rich?" I asked chucking like that was gonna impress me.
"Yeah, I can buy you whatever," he said winking then chuckling.
"Now that's how you impress me," I said laughing but pulling him in for a kiss.
What was suppose to be an innocent kiss turned into a full blown makeout session. I couldn't stop kissing him. I jumped on top of him putting my legs on either side of his hips. He pulled me close to him and kissing me down my neck. He pulled his shirt over my head and threw it to the side off the bed. He pulled back to admire my chest. He looked amazed and fascinated with what he seen. He then looked up guilt in his eyes. We stared at each other for a moment before I spoke.
"What's wrong?" I asked worried he didn't like what he seen.
"I can't do this," he said his eyes filled with pain.
"Do what?" I asked pulling away from him; he didn't stop me.
"I can't take advantage of you," he said looking down at his hands. "especially not after what that— what happened to you before."
Usually when I got turned down, I was offended but not this time. My heart started bounding in my chest I watched him as he put his hands over his eyes. I didn't say anything instead I went back to where I was on his lap.
"You're not taking advantage of me," I said kissing his hands that were blocking me from seeing his beautiful eyes. "I'll tell you when to stop."
He removed his hands from his face and looked at me confused.
"I'm no good for you," he said. "I've cheated on every single girl I've been with."
Maybe it's because I had a job to do or maybe I just didn't care about it anymore but I grabbed him by the back of his head and pulled him in for a kiss.
He kissed me back and then his kisses traveled down my neck sucking and biting every inch of my skin. His lips finally got to my nipple he grabbed my boob and sucked roughly. It felt amazing I felt myself let out a soft moan. After a couple seconds he traveled over to my other boob sucking and teasing my nipple. He then turned us over so he was laying on top of me. He traveled kisses down my stomach and slowly removed his boxers from me. I felt his soft lips touch the bottom of my stomach and then onto my pussy. He began licking and sucking on my clit and I couldn't help but cry out. He then started to pump his index and middle finger into my vagina. I couldn't keep the moans and cries down as he pumped faster and faster. I went undone; screaming out his name. He looked up at me afterward pulling his fingers out of me and into his mouth sucking all my juices off. 
He got back up to where I was and took off his boxers; his boner hanging high and proud. Just when I was going to tell him I wasn't ready to go all the way, he leaned over and kissed my forehead then laid down right behind me. I couldn't help but smile.
"Goodnight fireball," he said pulling my back into him. He rested his head right behind mine and took a deep breath. He moved his head closer so that my hair covered his face and he took another deep breath.
"You're gonna suffocate yourself, dumbass," I said chuckling.
"At least I died happy," he mumbled into my hair.
I smiled and then closed my eyes. I fell asleep quickly despite his hard dick poking my ass. I couldn't be happier.