Heartbreaker

Chapter 11

Mason's POV

Today was a stressful day at work. I received a call from Viola this morning saying how everything is falling apart. The builders had no clue what the fuck they were doing. After getting ahold of a different company, I sent them out to Alaska to take the other companies place. Then I found out from our accountant that one of our managers was stealing money from us. I spent all afternoon trying to investigate it.

Then there was the fact that I couldn't get Alex off my mind even when I was trying to focus on work. What the fuck is wrong with me? I was beginning to get pissed not only at her but myself too. After all why am I allowing all this to happen? I know I'm not gonna get lucky anytime soon so why stick around. I looked over at my clock on my desk it was 8pm. I think it's time to call it quits for the day. I looked at my phone and seen I missed a call from Alex. I wanted to call her back but I still felt pissed. I couldn't go home like this. I decided to go to the bar down the street and started to drink.

Hours and shots later I found myself checking some girl out at the end of the bar. I made my way to her and before I knew it we were in the women's bathroom making out. Her mouth running down my neck as she undid my belt. Then Alex's face popped into my head; I tried brushing it off but she wouldnt go away. It was then I realized what I was doing was wrong. I pushed the girl off of me and ran out. Instead of getting in my car I walked home. I needed to clear my mind.

What is wrong with me? Why did I suddenly have morals? the thought of Alex sitting at home waiting for me to come back made me sick. How could I do this to her? Then it hit me; I love her. How was it possible to fall in love with someone and not realize it? I knew it was true though. I loved her and I fucked up badly. I knew I had to tell her about what I did as soon as I got home and that thought killed me. I didn't want to see my fireball in pain.

I opened the door to my house and spotted a sleepy Alex sitting up on the couch. She looked at me and I felt my breath catch in my chest. How did I not realize I loved this beautiful woman?

"What happened to you?" She asked calmly.

I knew I had to tell her but it terrified me how she'd react. Would she cry and break down or would she whip my ass? I did deserve an ass beating.

"Alex, baby, I have something to tell you," I pleaded as I slowly walked towards her. "I fucked up and cheated on you."

"Did you sleep with her?" She asked still calm.

I don't know what was worse the anticipation of what will happen or the calm look that showed on her face. It's like she didn't give a fuck. I wanted her to care though I wanted her to love me.

"No," I said.

I wanted to lie and tell her I did but I couldn't bring myself to lie to her. I was just a foot away from her. We both were looking each other in the eyes. Her eyes were calm and relaxed. I wanted so badly to yell at her to be angry but I reframed from doing so. Then something shocking happened. Alex launched herself at me; I closed my eyes expecting a blow to my face but was surprised when I felt her lips on mine. Opening my eyes I looked at her with so many questions but she cut me off by pulling me into her again.

"Let's go upstairs," she said grabbing my hand leading me up the steps.

Once we were upstairs, she crashed her lips to mine again I felt myself melt into her. God no one could compare to her. Why would I even try to get with someone else? I broke our kiss and looked her deep into the eyes.

"I couldn't sleep with her, Fireball," I began but she hushed me.

She removed my shirt from her body and her underwear standing completely naked in front of me. I've never seen someone so beautiful before in my life.

"You're so beautiful," I whispered.

She smiled and walked closer to me. She started tugging on my clothing helping me remove it from my body. I should have thought this was strange that she finally wanted to sleep with me but I didn't think anything of it. Not with her naked in front of me.

We began kissing again devouring each other's lips. I pushed her back onto the bed kissing down her neck leaving hickeys as I went. I was overjoyed to know she was mine. I never felt this way before in my entire life. I sucked on each of her breast making her scream out my name. Grinning I made a trail down her stomach leaving kisses and hickeys in my track. Finally landing on my destination I took her peach into my mouth licking and sucking until I watched her come undone. Then I positioned myself on top of her aligning my cock with her entrance. Looking her into the eyes I could see the lust pouring off of her.

"Are you sure?" I whispered before I continued.

"Yes," she whispered back pulling my face to hers.

I slid myself into her entrance and we both released a moan. God she felt so good. I took things slow at first relishing the feeling of her. She let out small whimpers every time i reentered her. I looked at her face as her eyes were closed and her mouth was wide open moans escaping it.

"Open your eyes," I said continuing to thrust into her.

Her eyes fluttered open. We stared deep into each other's eyes. There's was a hint of something that I couldn't quite detect but I pushed it away for later.

" I love you, Alexandra," I blurted out before I could stop myself.

I was beyond scared to declare my love for her but it felt right with me being inside of her. Nothing else in this world mattered. I quickened my pace pounding into her causing her to moan loudly running her nails down my back. I captured her lips again kissing her as we both came to our climax. I rolled onto my side pulling her against me. We faced each other not saying a word as we both dozed off into dreamland.