Heartbreaker

Chapter 9

Mason's POV

I made my way to answer the door adjusting my throbbing dick in my pants now thanks to Alex. This woman keeps giving me blue balls and it's killing me. I looked in the peephole and seen it was Emerson. What the fuck does this cockblock want? Swinging the door open I folded my arms across my chest giving him the 'what the fuck man' look.

"Am I interrupting something?" He asked with an apologetic look.

Usually I would be hard on him but I could sense something was off by his demeanor. He always was a chill guy well unless my sister was in the room of course. I knew he wanted to talk so I invited him in to sit on the couch with Alex and I. After sitting down I finally asked what was wrong.

"It's this trip with the devil herself," he said grimacing. "I can't even stand to be in the same room as her, how in the hell does your father expect me to protect her? You know damn well I'd let the bitch go swimming with piranhas if it weren't for you and your father."

"It'll be fine, Emerson," I reassured him. "You probably won't even need to leave your room. You know how much of a nerd and loser Vi is. She probably won't even go exploring or anything."

"Okay but if she keeps up with that smart ass mouth of hers I'm gonna choke her out."

"Oh please you've been saying that for years, what's stopped you from doing it?"

"Your father; he would kill me if I caused her any harm."

"Ain't that the truth," I sighed.

"You'll be fine, Emerson." I said trying to get him the hell out so Alex and I could continue. "Shouldn't you be getting out of here it's getting pretty late?"

He gave me an amused look as he stood up and walked to the door yelling over his shoulder, " I can catch your hints dim-wad, make sure you use protection!" With that he slammed the door shut behind him.

I glanced over at Alex who was biting her lip staring at the tv.  I knew there was no way she was actually watching it as I turned it off her stare still remained. Grabbing her chin I turned her head to me and her eyes fell to her lap. What the hell happened?

"What's wrong fireball?" I asked.

"Nothing," she said trying to pull away.

"Something's wrong, tell me," I said pulling her closer to me to where our foreheads touched.

"I'm not ready to have sex with you yet," she blurted out.

To say I was disappointed was an understatement. I was devastated.  In a matter of seconds she ruined my night and my mood but I had to keep this charade up if I wanted to get in her pants eventually. I pulled her body into mine and held her in my arms comforting her. I should be more understanding with her since she was raped before. I'm being an asshole. Maybe I should just give up on this... but then if I do I'll never know what she feels like. The noises she makes when I'm deep inside her. God I got to stop thinking about that; my dick is getting hard again. How would I explain this if she seen it? Oh I'm sorry you being upset makes my dick rock hard oh and do you mind sucking it I can't stop thinking about how good your mouth felt around my dick? Yeah that would be a disaster.

I sat there for hours just holding her eventually she fell asleep in my arms so I carried her up into my bed stripping down laying beside her.  Sleeping like a baby with her in my arms everything felt right and perfect.

Over the next couple weeks things were going great well except in the sex department. Alex not only was withholding sex from me but she didn't give me a blowjob again or allow me to go down on her. I was starting to think maybe she wasn't interested anymore and I couldn't help but feel rejected but I wasn't a quitter. I'm not giving up till we sleep together.

Alex and Viola grew pretty close whenever Alex wasn't hanging out with me she was with Vi. I knew her being best friends with my sister was a bad idea but I rather enjoyed them connecting. It made me happy for some odd reason. Maybe I'm just glad my sister finally made a friend. Too bad I'm gonna break her friend's heart.

Alex spent every single night at my house it got to the point where I just gave her my spare key and she brought over half of her clothing so she wouldn't have to keep running back to her apartment. If I didn't enjoy Alex's company so much I wouldn't have allowed any of this but I felt I could talk to her like no other. I found myself telling her stuff about me that not even Emerson knew.

Then the day for Emerson and Viola's departure arrived, I knew Alex would take it hard since viola seemed to be her only girl friend. Before leaving Viola promised to keep in touch with Alex during the whole trip and they even came up with their own secret handshake.

It was bittersweet knowing they would be gone for 6 months. I knew now that Vi was gone I could focus on getting Alex in the sack but also with her gone Alex might miss her and it killed me to know I couldn't stop her from hurting.

As time went on Alex and I grew closer it was incredible how well you can get to know someone within a couple months. I knew her likes and dislikes. I knew how she liked her coffee and how she couldn't eat or drink  anything without smelling it. How she smiles at every person we pass on the street or how she's afraid of any type of bug, even butterflies. How she loves the sound of thunderstorms and likes to walk in the pouring rain because it reminds her of the notebook, her new favorite movie. How she moves her lips as she reads as if she was gonna read out loud but the words got caught in her throat. How she looks at me when I talk to her as if she couldn't get enough of what I was saying. Every little thing she did intrigued me.

But I still knew at the end of the day, once I slept with her I was gone. Before the thought was refreshing but now it's became a little bittersweet. One things for sure, Alexandra has no idea who she's dealing with.