BO$$ED UP!

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People talking awoke from my sleep, Lani was still sleeping good now I have a chance to make her bottle
I was afraid to just walk out so I'm just gonna grab a bag so it looks like I'm picking something up, I have work tonight so I'm gonna spend the day with Lani
"Hey mama good morning!" I picked her up she always wakes up confused so she had this funny look on her face
"Mama" she hugged me awww I love her so much
"Where do you wanna go today?"
She smiled and clapped her hands, she's just 6 months all she knows how to say is mama and eat
I think maybe tonight I'll bring her to work with me cuz I can't pay bri, I could sit her in a booth and on my break I can feed her she won't be lonely because other workers usually sit their kids down so maybe Sarah can watch her for me she's 15
I walked out holding Lani and a bag of clothes
I decided to take Lani to see her dad, he is still in her life but he barely takes care of her, he doesn't call or answer me literally the only time he sees her is if I bring her
But he playing house with that hoe and her four kids none of them are his he a dumb ass nigga

((Here's the story so you won't be confused:

Aliyah grew up in a little house with her five older siblings and her parents, they didn't take shit from nobody, they all had slick mouths and will fight everyday. She was ten when her house got shot at, she was the only one to run away from the scene but only because her dad told her to, she ran to her Best friend raines house, she was 10 and raines family raised her till she was 16, she met a guy named lorius, she was so in love with him that she took all kinds of shit from him including domestic violence
One day she decided it was right to give him her virginity, she got pregnant with Lani. The day she found out she went to his house and caught Raine and lorius having rough ass sex I'm talking whips and buttplug type sex, she was hurt to the max, she was so hurt that she moved out of raines house and lived in a bathroom in the subway, of course no one suspected a thing, she was always clean and wore clean clothes, she started working, she had four jobs, no off days working as much as she could to get an apartment and a car, but things are very experienced in life. It took all her money to get a car so she had to keep working for an apartment so literally last year she got cheated on and been struggling since then)))

*Knock* I knocked on lorius's door
I had to wait about three minutes before he opened the door
"Wassup?"
"I was passing by so I decided to let her see you"
"Hey" he picked her up
"When are you going to give me the money?"
"It's always money with you"
"Don't start, I've never asked you for money before, I soon put yo ass on child support"
"Chill, here this all I got for now"
"10 dollars? She needs more formula and diapers"
"You working ain't you?"
"Don't worry bout all that, you don't barely see your child and this is what you give?"
"Look I could give you some diapers and wipes but you gonna have to get the formula"
"Fine"
"Hold up I'll be back"
I'm not tryna be greedy but this nigga a whole thug he got money and it's not like I'm tryna spend the money on me, it's for our daughter, I hate that I got pregnant for him but I am Soo greatful for my Lani bug
"Here take this , she this size right?"
"Yeah"
He gave me a big ass box of diapers and a big ass box of wipes that'll last her a year but she gonna grow out of them
"Put it in the car for me" I took Lani so he could handle the boxes
"Thank you, can you keep her tomorrow?"
"Naw"
"Why not, you know I been paying a nanny right"
"I'm busy"
"I'ma get her before 7"
"Ok what time you dropping her off?"
"Uhh 7 so 7-7"
"Arrd bye Lani I'll see you tomorrow"
She smiled sucking on her fingers
"Okay come on" I picked her up then strapped her in her seat
"Liyah, when you gonna fwm again?"
"Uh never don't get ahead of yourself"
"Man whatever you know you better than her"
"Shut up and take care of your fucking kids" I sped off, next stop, Walmart I need formula and baby food, I have enough money to eat so I'll try and get something to eat for me, I haven't ate in a few weeks but I don't get hungry anymore
"Mamamamamamama!!!"
"What's up mama, you hungry here" I gave her the bottle I made her earlier
I parked then took her and my purse out the car
"Done?" I put the bottle in the car and burped her while walking into Walmart
"Welcome"
I got a cart and sat Lani in the seat, I would've wiped it down but I'm in a rush, we gotta go take a shower and go washing
I picked up some formula and baby food
"Aliyah?"
"Hmm yeah?" I don't know who he is
He looked at me for a second then left wtf he ain't even say nun lol
I got some snacks and stuff, I couldn't get noodles cuz Ian got nowhere to cook but I got snacks

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I finally ran all my errands now I'm at work, I am doing my job but I have to keep an eye on Lani
"Aliyah, table 5"

"How can I start you off today folks?"
"Just water"
"So 4 waters?"
"Yeah"

What you think so far??